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Friday, September 15, 2006
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Attention everyone who is reading this. duh.
My new blog URL is http://omglazerpewpewpew.wordpress.com
Yah. Not much of a difference. But who cares. :)
I use WORDPRESS now. Haha.
Relink me please. Thank you.
And sorry for inconvenience.
AND PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS ON MY OTHER BLOG!!
DON'T TAG HERE LIAO!!
COMMENTS! NOT TAGS!
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7:54 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Hmm.. Sianns.
Yah. Kinda woke up on the wrong side of bed today.. (thankfully not on the floor.)
But got back to normal after awhile.
Was kinda sick. Actually still am. Felt really funny in school.
Kept sneezing and stuff. So yeah. Kinda sick. But Oh well.
Did E maths paper 2 in the hall anyway..
No, the paper wasn't easy for me.
Thats why I only had 40 minutes to sleep!
Yah! I had 1 hour ++ to sleep in the mock exam.
EH. Its not my fault that I slept.
I'm tired. And I checked about 100000000000001 times.
So screw that lah. So what if I sleep. My problem lah.
In fact, I didn't even sleep. I just lie down to think only.
Then after that I re-write my answer then see another question.
Then lie down to think again. NOTHING WRONG WHAT!!
WHERE GOT SLEEP. >_>
Aiya. Whatever.
Wasn't easy lah.
For once I actually stoned at a few questions.
Oh well. Hope I did it right. :)
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5:53 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Woah!
Haha. Stumbling on the working PTS,
after thinking it was spoilt for so long.. stupid me.
Haha. Anyway. I logged into PTS.
Then I went to my subjects overview..
I must say.. I saw blue.
Lots.. In every subject.
Blue = top 20%
Woah.. I'm.. proud of myself. >_>
I got straight blues for my chem..
and I shall not elaborate.
Don't wanna get complacent.
But it surprised me lah.
I didn't think I was actually achieving so much.
Oh well.. Now I know.
So I can strive for more. :)
94/100.. Haha..
Not good enough.
100/100. :) Thats better.
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10:59 PM
Maths P1 & SS
Hmm. I discovered something today.
I'm emotionally shut down.
Really. Perhaps its good. The pain is numbed..
I don't feel as disturbed.
But of course, it has its bad sides..
I can't feel much emotion. Oh well.
Morning paper was E maths Paper 1..
Was.. I dunno. I felt nervous I think?
I didn't know I felt nervous.
But I acted nervous..
Just another example of being emotionally shutdown.
I can't feel that I'm nervous when I actually am. >_>
Oh well. I guess I didn't do as fast as I usually would.
And so based on that I thought the paper wasn't exactly the easiest I've done.
But after the paper I was asking around..
And everyone said it was easy!
So then I knew that I was the one feeling nervous.
So yeah.. Anyway. I did the whole paper..
Didn't leave out any questions. But I think I made a few careless mistakes.
Yups. So there goes my full marks.
Oh well.
I'm aiming for 75/80.. Pray I get it. Hmmm..
So yeah.. After the paper end.. We got back our E maths mock test results..
The one everyone sat for about 2 weeks ago.
Yeah. I'm pleased. I think.
I got 94/100. :)
Highest in whole level. I think.
I mean, I wasn't surprised lah.
I knew what I wrote, I knew that I practically got everything almost right..
I lost a mark to persistant slackness, and a few stupid mistakes.
But my main loss of marks was from my graph.
It was inaccurate. Oh well.
If not I could have gotten like 99 or even full marks.
Ah well.. I'm sorta satisfied. I think.
I mean, I didn't feel anything when I saw my mark.
Then while looking around, and walking out,
everyone was like "wah. big lah. 94 loh."
I never said a word to them. Then they act asif I damn show off.
Whatever.. I don't care..
I wasn't even extremely happy to begin with.. I know I got what I sowed.
So I give them whatever face loh.
Yeah.. then after E maths.. 4E3 had to do some stupid NE quiz..
Its totally stupid.
I pity 4E4 who have to do their quiz on thursday.
They have to go to school early in the morning to do the stupid quiz
then hang around for a few hours to wait for E maths paper 2.
I mean, that totally sucks.
The quiz is totally lame.
Its totally childish nonsense.. and a waste of time.
I mean, I could have been studying my SS or something..
At least last minute study better than not studying at all.
But then in the end I also didn't study.
Oh well.. We all (Me edric wenkai) went to loo lian to eat..
In the end play lame games with coin.
Fun anyway. >_>
Yeah.. then went back to school.
SS paper was.. smoke..
The SBQ was hard.. I didn't know how to do the 3rd question.
So I wrote what I could to answer the question.
Oh well..
The SEQ.. Haha. Thank God!
I predicted that Merger&Seperation would come out..
And I only briefly looked through the notes on that topic..
And it really came out! :)
So yeah.. I wrote what I could again.. Haha.
In the end I think I wrote like 6 pages?
I'm not sure. I can't remember.
I just know I didn't strain myself writing..
Because my hand didn't ache much after it all.
Haha.. actually. theres another secret. =x
I forgot to put my phone in my bag before the start of the paper..
So I actually had my phone with me all along throughout the SS paper.
I was worried like mad lah.
But then I forgot about it while busy writing.
So yeah.. Haha..
Didn't get caught. Thank God for that too. xD
Ughh.. I noticed everywhere I go today.
Always got Ah beng one.
Damn irritating.
Go for lunch break after NE quiz also got ah beng at the stupid coffee shop.
Then go Macs after SS also got bloody ah beng gang there.
They weren't disturbing us. But then they make a lot of noise can?
Anyway. At macs.. Haha. A lot of things happen.
Me, Yongkit, Nat(the blacker one) walked to macs.
Then as we were sitting down, Shaun and Bernard came in. Haha.
So we sat together..
Then we saw Edwin Thia... and.. :)
hahaha.. So we all were like trying to take photos..
Then shaun also called andre. xD
Then he came down..
Then Shaun tried very very very hard to spy on them by pretending to talk on the phone but actually was taking picture.
Hahaha. Nice. xD
In the end got a few nice and clear pictures..
So yeah. Haha.. I think edwin is in trouble. :)
Not my fault!! :)
Hmm.. Then after shaun and bernard left..
So the three of us study there loh.
Explain to nat about E maths and stuff..
Then after that edwin and :) came into macs. they go far far corner sit.
haha.. So.. aiyoo.
I mean.. see them for two consecutive days leh..
And he still wanna deny it. aiyoo.
Not suan lah. but then.. maybe he doesn't know. >_>
Oh well. I don't care.. none of my business.
Then went home.. And tomorrow I have prac..
I'm going to burn my tie.. :)
And then put the fire out with some acid..
And hope my hair burns too. :)
Oh well.
I predict for chem Titration(Acids, Bases and Salts) will come out.
And for physics, I think Light will come out. :)
So yeah. If your stupid enough to believe me, study those two. :)
I'm just going to read my notes.
And then I'm going to sleep early.
I'M EMOTIONALLY SHUT DOWN. WOOPEE.
so act can.
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6:47 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Sunday service.
Yeah. I went.
This line stood out.
"Don't stay close to people who are always angry, always depressed, always bad. You don't want to learn from them. So don't stay close."
Something like that. >_>
Anyway. So.. Don't stay close to me.. Its not good for you,
and I won't appreciate it as much nowadays.
:)
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10:05 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
A few days of intense stoning.
Yups. Thats why I never post anything.
Because basically, I can never be the same towards some things. :)
I don't know if its a choice made by me or my heart.
But I just know that its too hard to forgive.
Because if I do, then it'll just keep bugging me.
Its what I have to do. I just can't forget what happened to me.
It runs too deep.. Perhaps when I've forgotten one day.
Then maybe things can turn back.
But for now. I guess thats that.
I've found the people who care about me... So yeah.
I don't want to care anymore. :)
I find that its just no use. I end up hurting myself.
Thats why. I'll won't be the same person I was anymore.
Perhaps I'm just scared of any more disappointments.
I don't want to subject myself to any more pain.
So yeah. I just wanna shutdown for a while.
I know its not good. I know that perhaps it might have negative effects.
But I'm dealing with it.
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9:36 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
I'm a damn hypocrite.
Yeah yeah. So I hate others to be angry.
But I myself got angry today.
So yeah. Whatever.
I'm still angry anyway. So yeah, screw it.
I just didn't feel anything other than irritation today.
And that totally pissed me off.
I may not have told others, but inside me I was dying.
Yeah yeah. So I know I hate people who show black face all day long.
And today I black face almost whole day.
So thats good. I hate myself now.
I don't really care anymore!
I'm still in pain. Very much so.
And I can't care less anymore.
Really. I DON'T CARE.
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7:24 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Proverbs 18:24
There are "friends" who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother.
So yeahh.. I was thinking today as I was studying.. (YEAH!! I WAS STUDYING!! HAHA!)
Perhaps I have to find the real friends who would stick to me rather than destroy me,
And I would have to learn to appreciate these friends who stick, and stick close,
Rather than think that their bugging and bothering me!
So yeah! These are my real friends, and I should learn to appreciate them!
And its not only about other people,
Its also about myself!
I must learn to be a better friend, so I can be a REAL friend to someone else!
Not a "friend", not just another person that only knows how to disturb you and make you mad.
No, that wouldn't be a very good friend, would it.
I think I've got to learn to be a better friend..
I think I've been suaning people too much.
So yeah.. I should reduce.. or stop totally. :D
Only then can I be a real friend..
I figured, real friends shouldn't suan each other for no reason..
Contructive critisizm is fine, but not critisizm for the fun of it.
So yah! I must kick the habit of suaning people too much!
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5:26 PM
I'm going to let all of this out.
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10:04 AM
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