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Sunday, September 10, 2006
A few days of intense stoning.
Yups. Thats why I never post anything.
Because basically, I can never be the same towards some things. :)
I don't know if its a choice made by me or my heart.
But I just know that its too hard to forgive.
Because if I do, then it'll just keep bugging me.
Its what I have to do. I just can't forget what happened to me.
It runs too deep.. Perhaps when I've forgotten one day.
Then maybe things can turn back.
But for now. I guess thats that.
I've found the people who care about me... So yeah.
I don't want to care anymore. :)
I find that its just no use. I end up hurting myself.
Thats why. I'll won't be the same person I was anymore.
Perhaps I'm just scared of any more disappointments.
I don't want to subject myself to any more pain.
So yeah. I just wanna shutdown for a while.
I know its not good. I know that perhaps it might have negative effects.
But I'm dealing with it.
It came at:,
9:36 PM
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