Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Maths P1 & SS

Hmm. I discovered something today.
I'm emotionally shut down.
Really. Perhaps its good. The pain is numbed..
I don't feel as disturbed.
But of course, it has its bad sides..
I can't feel much emotion. Oh well.

Morning paper was E maths Paper 1..
Was.. I dunno. I felt nervous I think?
I didn't know I felt nervous.
But I acted nervous..
Just another example of being emotionally shutdown.
I can't feel that I'm nervous when I actually am. >_>
Oh well. I guess I didn't do as fast as I usually would.
And so based on that I thought the paper wasn't exactly the easiest I've done.
But after the paper I was asking around..
And everyone said it was easy!
So then I knew that I was the one feeling nervous.
So yeah.. Anyway. I did the whole paper..
Didn't leave out any questions. But I think I made a few careless mistakes.
Yups. So there goes my full marks.
Oh well.
I'm aiming for 75/80.. Pray I get it. Hmmm..

So yeah.. After the paper end.. We got back our E maths mock test results..
The one everyone sat for about 2 weeks ago.
Yeah. I'm pleased. I think.
I got 94/100. :)
Highest in whole level. I think.
I mean, I wasn't surprised lah.
I knew what I wrote, I knew that I practically got everything almost right..
I lost a mark to persistant slackness, and a few stupid mistakes.
But my main loss of marks was from my graph.
It was inaccurate. Oh well.
If not I could have gotten like 99 or even full marks.
Ah well.. I'm sorta satisfied. I think.
I mean, I didn't feel anything when I saw my mark.
Then while looking around, and walking out,
everyone was like "wah. big lah. 94 loh."
I never said a word to them. Then they act asif I damn show off.
Whatever.. I don't care..
I wasn't even extremely happy to begin with.. I know I got what I sowed.
So I give them whatever face loh.

Yeah.. then after E maths.. 4E3 had to do some stupid NE quiz..
Its totally stupid.
I pity 4E4 who have to do their quiz on thursday.
They have to go to school early in the morning to do the stupid quiz
then hang around for a few hours to wait for E maths paper 2.
I mean, that totally sucks.
The quiz is totally lame.
Its totally childish nonsense.. and a waste of time.
I mean, I could have been studying my SS or something..
At least last minute study better than not studying at all.
But then in the end I also didn't study.
Oh well.. We all (Me edric wenkai) went to loo lian to eat..
In the end play lame games with coin.
Fun anyway. >_>
Yeah.. then went back to school.

SS paper was.. smoke..
The SBQ was hard.. I didn't know how to do the 3rd question.
So I wrote what I could to answer the question.
Oh well..
The SEQ.. Haha. Thank God!
I predicted that Merger&Seperation would come out..
And I only briefly looked through the notes on that topic..
And it really came out! :)
So yeah.. I wrote what I could again.. Haha.
In the end I think I wrote like 6 pages?
I'm not sure. I can't remember.
I just know I didn't strain myself writing..
Because my hand didn't ache much after it all.
Haha.. actually. theres another secret. =x
I forgot to put my phone in my bag before the start of the paper..
So I actually had my phone with me all along throughout the SS paper.
I was worried like mad lah.
But then I forgot about it while busy writing.
So yeah.. Haha..
Didn't get caught. Thank God for that too. xD

Ughh.. I noticed everywhere I go today.
Always got Ah beng one.
Damn irritating.
Go for lunch break after NE quiz also got ah beng at the stupid coffee shop.
Then go Macs after SS also got bloody ah beng gang there.
They weren't disturbing us. But then they make a lot of noise can?

Anyway. At macs.. Haha. A lot of things happen.
Me, Yongkit, Nat(the blacker one) walked to macs.
Then as we were sitting down, Shaun and Bernard came in. Haha.
So we sat together..
Then we saw Edwin Thia... and.. :)
hahaha.. So we all were like trying to take photos..
Then shaun also called andre. xD
Then he came down..
Then Shaun tried very very very hard to spy on them by pretending to talk on the phone but actually was taking picture.
Hahaha. Nice. xD
In the end got a few nice and clear pictures..
So yeah. Haha.. I think edwin is in trouble. :)
Not my fault!! :)
Hmm.. Then after shaun and bernard left..
So the three of us study there loh.
Explain to nat about E maths and stuff..
Then after that edwin and :) came into macs. they go far far corner sit.
haha.. So.. aiyoo.
I mean.. see them for two consecutive days leh..
And he still wanna deny it. aiyoo.
Not suan lah. but then.. maybe he doesn't know. >_>
Oh well. I don't care.. none of my business.

Then went home.. And tomorrow I have prac..
I'm going to burn my tie.. :)
And then put the fire out with some acid..
And hope my hair burns too. :)
Oh well.
I predict for chem Titration(Acids, Bases and Salts) will come out.
And for physics, I think Light will come out. :)
So yeah. If your stupid enough to believe me, study those two. :)

I'm just going to read my notes.
And then I'm going to sleep early.



I'M EMOTIONALLY SHUT DOWN. WOOPEE.
so act can.

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