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2006-09-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

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Hmm.. Sianns.

2006-09-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

Yah. Kinda woke up on the wrong side of bed today.. (thankfully not on the floor.)
But got back to normal after awhile.
Was kinda sick. Actually still am. Felt really funny in school.
Kept sneezing and stuff. So yeah. Kinda sick. But Oh well.
Did E maths paper 2 in the hall anyway..
No, the paper wasn't easy for me.
Thats why I only had 40 minutes to sleep!
Yah! I had 1 hour ++ to sleep in the mock exam.
EH. Its not my fault that I slept.
I'm tired. And I checked about 100000000000001 times.
So screw that lah. So what if I sleep. My problem lah.
In fact, I didn't even sleep. I just lie down to think only.
Then after that I re-write my answer then see another question.
Then lie down to think again. NOTHING WRONG WHAT!!
WHERE GOT SLEEP. >_>
Aiya. Whatever.
Wasn't easy lah.
For once I actually stoned at a few questions.
Oh well. Hope I did it right. :)

Woah!

2006-09-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

Haha. Stumbling on the working PTS,
after thinking it was spoilt for so long.. stupid me.
Haha. Anyway. I logged into PTS.
Then I went to my subjects overview..
I must say.. I saw blue.
Lots.. In every subject.
Blue = top 20%

Woah.. I'm.. proud of myself. >_>
I got straight blues for my chem..
and I shall not elaborate.
Don't wanna get complacent.
But it surprised me lah.
I didn't think I was actually achieving so much.
Oh well.. Now I know.
So I can strive for more. :)
94/100.. Haha..
Not good enough.
100/100. :) Thats better.

Maths P1 & SS

2006-09-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I discovered something today.
I'm emotionally shut down.
Really. Perhaps its good. The pain is numbed..
I don't feel as disturbed.
But of course, it has its bad sides..
I can't feel much emotion. Oh well.

Morning paper was E maths Paper 1..
Was.. I dunno. I felt nervous I think?
I didn't know I felt nervous.
But I acted nervous..
Just another example of being emotionally shutdown.
I can't feel that I'm nervous when I actually am. >_>
Oh well. I guess I didn't do as fast as I usually would.
And so based on that I thought the paper wasn't exactly the easiest I've done.
But after the paper I was asking around..
And everyone said it was easy!
So then I knew that I was the one feeling nervous.
So yeah.. Anyway. I did the whole paper..
Didn't leave out any questions. But I think I made a few careless mistakes.
Yups. So there goes my full marks.
Oh well.
I'm aiming for 75/80.. Pray I get it. Hmmm..

So yeah.. After the paper end.. We got back our E maths mock test results..
The one everyone sat for about 2 weeks ago.
Yeah. I'm pleased. I think.
I got 94/100. :)
Highest in whole level. I think.
I mean, I wasn't surprised lah.
I knew what I wrote, I knew that I practically got everything almost right..
I lost a mark to persistant slackness, and a few stupid mistakes.
But my main loss of marks was from my graph.
It was inaccurate. Oh well.
If not I could have gotten like 99 or even full marks.
Ah well.. I'm sorta satisfied. I think.
I mean, I didn't feel anything when I saw my mark.
Then while looking around, and walking out,
everyone was like "wah. big lah. 94 loh."
I never said a word to them. Then they act asif I damn show off.
Whatever.. I don't care..
I wasn't even extremely happy to begin with.. I know I got what I sowed.
So I give them whatever face loh.

Yeah.. then after E maths.. 4E3 had to do some stupid NE quiz..
Its totally stupid.
I pity 4E4 who have to do their quiz on thursday.
They have to go to school early in the morning to do the stupid quiz
then hang around for a few hours to wait for E maths paper 2.
I mean, that totally sucks.
The quiz is totally lame.
Its totally childish nonsense.. and a waste of time.
I mean, I could have been studying my SS or something..
At least last minute study better than not studying at all.
But then in the end I also didn't study.
Oh well.. We all (Me edric wenkai) went to loo lian to eat..
In the end play lame games with coin.
Fun anyway. >_>
Yeah.. then went back to school.

SS paper was.. smoke..
The SBQ was hard.. I didn't know how to do the 3rd question.
So I wrote what I could to answer the question.
Oh well..
The SEQ.. Haha. Thank God!
I predicted that Merger&Seperation would come out..
And I only briefly looked through the notes on that topic..
And it really came out! :)
So yeah.. I wrote what I could again.. Haha.
In the end I think I wrote like 6 pages?
I'm not sure. I can't remember.
I just know I didn't strain myself writing..
Because my hand didn't ache much after it all.
Haha.. actually. theres another secret. =x
I forgot to put my phone in my bag before the start of the paper..
So I actually had my phone with me all along throughout the SS paper.
I was worried like mad lah.
But then I forgot about it while busy writing.
So yeah.. Haha..
Didn't get caught. Thank God for that too. xD

Ughh.. I noticed everywhere I go today.
Always got Ah beng one.
Damn irritating.
Go for lunch break after NE quiz also got ah beng at the stupid coffee shop.
Then go Macs after SS also got bloody ah beng gang there.
They weren't disturbing us. But then they make a lot of noise can?

Anyway. At macs.. Haha. A lot of things happen.
Me, Yongkit, Nat(the blacker one) walked to macs.
Then as we were sitting down, Shaun and Bernard came in. Haha.
So we sat together..
Then we saw Edwin Thia... and.. :)
hahaha.. So we all were like trying to take photos..
Then shaun also called andre. xD
Then he came down..
Then Shaun tried very very very hard to spy on them by pretending to talk on the phone but actually was taking picture.
Hahaha. Nice. xD
In the end got a few nice and clear pictures..
So yeah. Haha.. I think edwin is in trouble. :)
Not my fault!! :)
Hmm.. Then after shaun and bernard left..
So the three of us study there loh.
Explain to nat about E maths and stuff..
Then after that edwin and :) came into macs. they go far far corner sit.
haha.. So.. aiyoo.
I mean.. see them for two consecutive days leh..
And he still wanna deny it. aiyoo.
Not suan lah. but then.. maybe he doesn't know. >_>
Oh well. I don't care.. none of my business.

Then went home.. And tomorrow I have prac..
I'm going to burn my tie.. :)
And then put the fire out with some acid..
And hope my hair burns too. :)
Oh well.
I predict for chem Titration(Acids, Bases and Salts) will come out.
And for physics, I think Light will come out. :)
So yeah. If your stupid enough to believe me, study those two. :)

I'm just going to read my notes.
And then I'm going to sleep early.

I'M EMOTIONALLY SHUT DOWN. WOOPEE.
so act can.

Sunday service.

2006-09-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yeah. I went.
This line stood out.

"Don't stay close to people who are always angry, always depressed, always bad. You don't want to learn from them. So don't stay close."

Something like that. >_>

Anyway. So.. Don't stay close to me.. Its not good for you,
and I won't appreciate it as much nowadays.
:)

A few days of intense stoning.

2006-09-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yups. Thats why I never post anything.
Because basically, I can never be the same towards some things. :)
I don't know if its a choice made by me or my heart.
But I just know that its too hard to forgive.
Because if I do, then it'll just keep bugging me.
Its what I have to do. I just can't forget what happened to me.
It runs too deep.. Perhaps when I've forgotten one day.
Then maybe things can turn back.
But for now. I guess thats that.
I've found the people who care about me... So yeah.
I don't want to care anymore. :)
I find that its just no use. I end up hurting myself.
Thats why. I'll won't be the same person I was anymore.

Perhaps I'm just scared of any more disappointments.
I don't want to subject myself to any more pain.
So yeah. I just wanna shutdown for a while.
I know its not good. I know that perhaps it might have negative effects.
But I'm dealing with it.

I'm a damn hypocrite.

2006-09-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah. So I hate others to be angry.
But I myself got angry today.
So yeah. Whatever.
I'm still angry anyway. So yeah, screw it.
I just didn't feel anything other than irritation today.
And that totally pissed me off.
I may not have told others, but inside me I was dying.
Yeah yeah. So I know I hate people who show black face all day long.
And today I black face almost whole day.
So thats good. I hate myself now.
I don't really care anymore!
I'm still in pain. Very much so.
And I can't care less anymore.
Really. I DON'T CARE.

Proverbs 18:24

2006-09-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

There are "friends" who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother.

So yeahh.. I was thinking today as I was studying.. (YEAH!! I WAS STUDYING!! HAHA!)
Perhaps I have to find the real friends who would stick to me rather than destroy me,
And I would have to learn to appreciate these friends who stick, and stick close,
Rather than think that their bugging and bothering me!
So yeah! These are my real friends, and I should learn to appreciate them!

And its not only about other people,
Its also about myself!
I must learn to be a better friend, so I can be a REAL friend to someone else!
Not a "friend", not just another person that only knows how to disturb you and make you mad.
No, that wouldn't be a very good friend, would it.
I think I've got to learn to be a better friend..
I think I've been suaning people too much.
So yeah.. I should reduce.. or stop totally. :D
Only then can I be a real friend..
I figured, real friends shouldn't suan each other for no reason..
Contructive critisizm is fine, but not critisizm for the fun of it.
So yah! I must kick the habit of suaning people too much!

I'm going to let all of this out.

2006-09-06T10:04:00.000+08:00

2006-09-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

The fray - How to save a life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

Another song I just heard today.
Not really a great song to me..
But theres a message in the lyrics.. =]

ifyouevenreadmybloganymore.

I am BORED.

2006-09-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

D'oh doH dOh DOH.
Bored la la la laa.
Boredom is the next best thing to disease.
churning out, blah blah blahhhhhhhhhh........
BOREDOMNESS!!!!!

Oh my.. I'm really bored.. >_>
La la laaaa.. La la.. Falalalala..
Bored!! Hahahaha!
theres really nothing for me to write right now.
So I'm just going to rant on on how bored I am right now!
Yes, I am bored.
I can't sleep. So I'm just awake. Doing nothing.. Bored.
Uhh huh.
I'm not going out today.. not even for prayer meeting..
Because I can't! lalalaa.
So boreddd.. bored bored boreded.
Hmmmmmm..
Tomorrow is boredness also.
I'm not going out as well!
But I have tuition. So thats even more boredness.
Bored to the max.... bored bored..
BoReD.
Bo-Red..
B-ored
bor-ed.
bore-d
BOred
bORed
boRED
bOREd
BoreD
BorEd
Hmmmmm.. I really am bored.

Sufferings

2006-09-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

Ugh. Woke up today kinda sick..
Sick as in having a totally blocked nose,
and sneezing 15 times non stop.
Yah. Felt so crappy. Ughh.
But I didn't care lah. So I just ate my lunch..
Then right after eating my lunch I felt hungry again.
So I ate more snacks and stuff..
Then my stomach pain.. Greaat..
Dunno what the problem is now..
Ughh. So irritating.
Being in this state really sucks.
Emotionally weak, physically weak.
TOTALLY WEAK.
So bored.. Had tuition. So lame.
Make me write so many chinese compo. Very boring can.
So I just wrote nonsense lah. I mean, my tuition teacher also don't care.
So I also don't care loh. Like, I wasn't even feeling very good.
So whatever.. Just wrote nonsense.. then the tuition teacher just explained some nonsense back to me.
Say I beating around the bush a lot.
Like I care.. >_>
Hmm. At least my nose is cleared. And I'm not sneezing.
Maybe it was sinus or something.. I don't know. Seemed kinda bad in the morning.
Oh well.. Don't really care..
I'm just not exactly in a very happy mood.
Sucks to be me. Right.

Schedule for the next 7 days: (If I'm sleeping, Means I'm free.)
Tuesday - Sleep.
Wednesday - Sleep & tuition.
Thursday - Outing? or sleep.
Friday - Sleep. And go study with panda. And sleep.
Sat - No sleep. Tuition. Service.
Sun - Service?
Monday - SLEEP! NO PRELIMS FOR ME!! haha.

Good day.. bad day.. good day.. bad day..

2006-09-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

Aiya. Don't know.
I think overall it was good though..
Haha.. heres the overview.

I lept out of bed at 6:50 in the morning to go to service!
Yup.. I don't usually leap out of bed, but I did this morning!
Hungry for God! :D
So yah!! Hmmm.. got ready and all.. but my mother disturb me abit.
So was kinda irritated when I left..
Then went to meet the rest at the usual bus stop..
I was 1 minute early! HAHAH!!
Only 2 people were late. So.. yah. oh wells..
anyway.. then took 24 to expo..
Reach at like.. 9+?
Then went to book seats.. then go fetch yuxiang, yewhuat and winston(I hope I got the spelling right.)
Yups.. Service was... Hmmm..
It made a difference for me lah.
I was really struck by today's service.
So.. it was emotionally draining and stuff..
yah.. but it was good.. I can tell its good for me.. :)
Yupps.. thats why was kinda moody for the rest of the day I guess..
So.. after service went to foyer 3 to wait for people.
wait wait wait.. wait wait... then finally met and talked to everyone..
Then the four of N349 people went with the rest of W312 people to airport!
eat Popeye! Haha. I didn't eat.. no mood to eat..
But I felt loved lah... because everyone was like blessing me.
But then again.. I don't wanna be constantly blessed leh..
I mean, not like I don't want blessings, but I want to bless people more than I receive..
Well, thats the kind of person I am anyway.
I rather give than to receive lah.
Give > receive. So yah.. Was kinda paiseh lah.
But anyway.. Felt happier after that, because I felt the love lah. :)
(love as in friendship love.. family love.. that kind... not the more sensitive one.)
So yah.. After that we all went to play games.. haha.
Was fun.. and tough on the mind..
So everyone was like getting their brains fried or something.
Haha. Ultimately had fun.. So was kinda happy after that! :)
Yups.. after that left airport at like.. 4:30? or so lah.
Then we got on the mrt.. hop hop hop all the way to Dhoby Ghaut.
Accompany Edric go reset his maple account. Actually his brother's, but it was his nric. Haha..
Oh well. So yah.. Got kinda tired after awhile..
Mood started to get a little lower..
Then after awhile started thinking again.. (yalah yalah. I know its bad lah. can?)
Think.. think.. felt those irritating emotions fill my stomach..
Got kinda sianed.
Oh welll... After that went far east walk around..
Then I left to go home...
sorry to the rest for pangsehing.
oh well..
Next week holiday..
I think I'm going to need a break or something..
I'm a wreck lah.. I need to sort things out. alone. :)

Oh well.. What to do..
I know the answer..
Have Faith in God!! For He knows what He is doing..
And He is putting us through challenges so that we can prevail.. :)

I feel like a devout christian. Wait, I am. :D

p.s. I leave small details here and there.. Everything I lay my hands on.. Including this blog, as well as my old blog. Its only up to you to find them yourself.. :D

Deja Vu.

2006-09-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Feeling kinda weird.
I've been having a big big deja vu ever since I was walking home.
I think something bad is going to happen.
Hmmm. :S
Oh well.. Let it come..

Anyway. Today was fun. Haha..
Esther made me late!
Its all her fault. Hahaha. =x
Anyway, had cg.. then fellowship..
Then play basketball..
Yah. Funs.
I'm so lousy at basketball. Haha..
The moment I play only get injured.
Stupid knee of mine acting up again. Dunno whats wrong with it.
Better go doctor soon. Nixi say she got one friend problem like mine.
Then in the end his arm can pluck off.
Hahahaha!! I better go doctor!!
Oh well.. The problem is,
The moment I stop playing basketball and play some soccer,
The pain goes away!!
Hahaha! Basketball is not for me!!
But it was fun anyway.
Lots of running and jumping. >_>
Hmmm.. Had lots of food leftover!!
Kind of a waste, because we threw away quite a lot..

Hmm.. At home now.. So tired... haha.
Busy day tomorrow. Again.. :D

Yaaaawnnnn.

2006-09-01T10:35:00.002+08:00

Haha. Actually I wanted to post last night.
But I kinda forgot, and then I fell asleep.
So yeah, No post yesterday. Haha.
Nevermind. I shall post today!
Yesterday.. was thursday.
Hmmm.. Super screw up day..
It rained cats and dogs and birds and turtles in the morning..
And we (st gabs people) had to make our way to some stupid small stadium in Bukit Timah!
Like.. BUKIT TIMAH. Thats not even close to our school..
Why on EARTH did they organise the event there!?
Argh.. Budget.
So it was raining super super super heavily..
And we had to walk in the rain to get to the stupid stadium..
Well, we had umbrellas, but they weren't so effective with lots of people squeezing under one.
So.. Yeah..
And at the main gate of the stadium,
There was a swimming pool.
Yups. Not literally. >_> But there was quite a deep pool of water, and quite a wide one too.
So... All our shoes got wet! YAY!
Thats why we were squishing around in wet shoes for the rest of the day. Ugh.
Haha, on a brighter note, I was the first one to wish Mr. Stanley Tan Happy teachers day!! :D
I'm going to get a mars bar for that. :D
Haha. Yeah. But things got worse.
They made us walk in the botanical gardens! IN THE RAIN!!
waaahhlauuuuu!!!
So we had no choice... We were the "vanguard" or so they say..
Because we were the first batch to start walking in the botanical gardens.
But you know what? The rest of the school pangseh-ed the "vanguard".
YAH!
And they didn't have to walk at all!!
*&(%$@&#%*&@$(*!!!!
NOT FAIR CAN?
ARGH.
So we all went back to the tiny shelter of the stadium.
And they gave us apples.
We had to listen, or try to anyway, to the lame P's speech.
We couldn't hear a thing, except the THANKYOU at the end.
So who cares, we just clapped along. :D
The apples were good though. =x

Yeah. Then after that hoohaaa at Bukit Timah..
Me & wenkai went to Serangoon macs!
Wenkai ate breakfast. I didn't..
Then he pangseh me go meet his daaarling. (aiyooo.)
So I go find merilyn bug her. :D
So boring lah. Go zhonghua primary school..
Haha.. the layout almost the same as st gabs primary..
I think its just a little smaller..
Hmmm. yahs. St gabs primary is bigger..
I don't miss going back there, because all my teachers already got sacked.
Stupid principle there.
Hmm.. After that we all went to the tow huay place to study.
Did some a maths.. Then got sick of doing it.
So after that we all bugged merilyn. :D
Very funny lah. Hahaha.

Hmmmmmmm.
Yahs. That was yesterday.
Soooo.. today.
I just woke up. So tired.
Happy teachers day to all teachers.
Uhh..
Hmm. Later I'm gonna have something on!!
So sorry to all 4e4ers reading my blog!
I can't attend your class bbq!!
(I was invited lah! Not asif I wanna go there be misfit right!!)
But I can't come anyway. Haha. SORRY in advance!!
Anyway. I contributed to your ppt slideshow presentation.
Hope you like my contribution. ;)
You'll know what I contributed when you see it lah. ;)
Hahahaha. Hope you guys have fun!!
Bless you all with good weather. =]

I'M NOT A MOSQUITO LAH!
ZIWEN =! WENZI
NOT THE SAME!! CAN!!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO POSITIVE I JUST HEARD A LOUD MEOW SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANNOTBECANNOTBE!!!!

In lovin' memory of..

2006-08-30T18:34:00.000+08:00

My cat.. Charlie..
Haha.. Died today..
Well.. I'm not very sad. Because I know he's old and stuff..
And actually, I'm rather happy for him..
Because I know that he's been suffering a lot over the last few days..
And I'm just glad to know that he's out of his suffering,
And that he's resting in peace now.. =]
So yeahh. Sorry to those who wanted to visit my cat,
but now its too late.. So yeah.

Heres my pictures of him..

I'll never forget him... <3

Preliminaries.

2006-08-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

YEAP. Their here.
Prelims started today, well, actually, a long time ago, but thats for 4e1&e2 people.
But for the rest, today was the first paper!
ENGLISH!! Haha..
Ugh. I think I screwed up my compo..
Haha..
The topics were..
1. Do you think bloggers should get jailed/fined for the content on their blogs?

2. I dunno what.

3. Exams stress? Explain your answer.

4. Dunno what also.. ahahaha..

5. Books

2&4 I don't remember, because I don't remember anyone telling me about writing on those topics. Haha.
Anyway. I took........ #1!
Haha. Of course. Being a blogger myself, Of course I write about blog!
Although my compo was total nonsense. Haha.
Yeah.. There was practically no link between paragraphs!
I mean, like the first paragraph I said that bloggers should be allowed to say what they want on their blogs because its their own space.
Then paragraph 2 I write some other nonsense totally not related to that. Hahaa.
Then the last paragraph I write something like the first paragraph.
DEAD!!! SO DEAD!! HAHAHA.
Oh well.. At least I think I wrote a nice report.
I think. >_> It sounded convincing. So yeah, I think it was good.
Hahahaha.
Then.. Paper 2.
Passages 1&2 were totally boring. Yah. Boring boring boring..
About some lame railway in Qinghai or something, somewhere in china.
So boring!
But the questions were easy.. And the summary was easy too.
So yeah, overall I guess its alright. >_>
Hope I can get a grade I want.
*cough*a1*cough*
Hahahah! WHAT!! ITS MY TARGET WHAT!!
oh well. We shall see!!

Hmmm. The weather is so nice now!!
Its raining so heavily.. hahaha..
I wanna go to sleep!! so tired..
But then I have tuition later.
So yah. sucks... can't sleep.
If not I can't wake up in time for tuition. Haha.
Oh well.. Just gotta do some other stuff I guess.
Hmm. I haven't eaten lunch too. I think I'm going to eat soon.
Yeah. I guess so.
What else.. Hmmmmmm.
Next week is going to be a fast & boring week..
For one, theres no lessons in school,
For two, Theres nothing for me to do!
Other than study.
So yeahhh..
Boring!!
hahaha.. Someone ask me out please!
But eh. not everyday.
Anyway.. bored. I shall eat lunch now. and post some more later.
If I have anything to post.

I find it meaningful.

2006-08-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

Yes! Out of my favourite songs,
I didn't consider this song one of my favourite..
However, after coming across the song, and listening to the lyrics,
I feel its really meaningful. Haha.
Yah. No particular message going out today,
Just wanted to share this nice song. :D

Collide- Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Yups. Nice lyrics. :D
Anyway. Nothing to blog. Thats why I posted this. Haha.
Tomorrow is English prelims!
Yay! =x NOTS.
Oh well. I'll just pray that I can do my best!
A1 for me! Hahaha.
Aim high.. ;)
Yeah! Wish everyone all the best for tomorrow!
Please don't forget to bring your ties!!
well, those from st gabs only I guess.

Hmmm.

2006-08-28T15:28:00.000+08:00

You know the saying,
"Share your happiness and it'll be doubled,
Share your burdens and they'll be halved." ?
Well. I really don't see the sense in sharing your burdens..
I mean, Okay. If you share your happiness, Yeah, I kinda agree, it'll double.
Because if you share your happiness, then at least you'll have someone to celebrate along with you.
And more people means more fun! :D
But I don't think it applies to burdens!
Well, Like, if you share a burden, for example, a problem.
It won't be like sharing happiness!
You can't expect your friend to sulk along with you!
For one, your friend won't even understand the situation your in.
For two, I mean, theres no use for them getting troubled by your burdens.
So yeah. I personally don't like sharing my burdens with someone else,
Because I think that it only gives that person more trouble.
But if that person really insists on knowing and shows that he/she cares,
Then Yeah, I might.
But at the same time, it might be a problem sharing your problems with someone else.
Let me explain; If you are really troubled by something deep,
It wouldn't make much sense to tell anyone else,
Because what you tell that person,
Might not be the same story as what that person MIGHT tell another person.
And being humans, Its so tempting to share information!
So.. Sharing your burden might only bring about more troubles to your head!
I mean, If you told someone that your not particularly very very trustful with,
Then in your mind, there'll be the thought "Oh no. I hope he/she doesn't go around telling everyone!"
So yeah, Instead of lessening your burden, it more like adds on to it!

Okay, okay. So sharing your burdens with the RIGHT PEOPLE is the right thing to do!
However.. its still your choice to tell or not,
Make that choice by looking out for sincerity..
And thats the sign of a good friend!
So yeah! Share your burdens, with the right people.
And don't forget to share your happiness too okay. :D

You know the roller-coaster of emotions?
The one that swings you high into bliss,
and then back down into depression?
Yuppp. We're all in it,
I guess its just how flat or crazy your track is..
Mine is just.. CRAZY!!
I mean, I'm kinda back into depression.
Today was a totally sad day for me.
Not because of anything happening in school or stuff.
I guess it was just in me.
But oh well. I guess its because of the chat I had last night.
That person should know.
Haha. Oh well. I went deep.. So yah.
That might have caused my sadness today.
Nevermind, still, THANK GOD for that person!! :D
At least I could share my burden with that person. =]
And that person can share his/her burden with me.
Yah. :D

Anyway, to that person, if you even read my blog, >_>
Thanks lots! Really appreciate it. :D
Haha. I promise I won't be so bad-mooded!!
Aaaaaaand..
thankyouthankyouthankyou!! :D
Yups. Thats if you read my blog. Haha!

Whos that person your asking?
For me to know, for you to find out, and for that person to read about and be happy. :D

Laaziness.

2006-08-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah. So lazy. I know I should be doing A maths. But I'm just lazy.
Argh. Oh well..
Hmm.. Tiring day.
Ended at like 5+?
Because had E maths mock test after school.
Haha. Apparently it was the full blown paper 2..
Hey. I found it easy. Actually, extremely easy.
Hmm. A1? Nahh. Full marks. Maybe. >_>
Haha. Hope so anyway. :D
It was so easy (for me.)..
I totally chionged the paper once he said start.
Haha.. When I was at question 4, others were like at question 2..
Then when I was at question 7, others at question 4.
xD Why question 4? Because question 4 the question unclear.
So it seems like a mistake, but must ask the teacher to clarify.
Haha. So I could tell others were at question 4 when I was at 7. =x
It was quite fun for me. =x I finished the paper 1 hour before the time limit.
So I took like 1 hour 30 minutes of furious writing to complete the whole paper. Thats 11 questions.
Haha. And I'm confident!! :D
I mean, it really didn't take much thinking for me to solve all the questions..
I just had to write all the answers down. Haha.
So easy for me!! YAY!!
Yeah.. Kinda in a good mood now.. :D Listening to a very very old song that I haven't heard in a long long time, but it brings back memories.. Nice ones. :D
Hmm. I found a new hobby. xD
Image searching!! Haha. Yeah. Its fun!
Going through tons and tons and tons of stock photos..
Searching for nice photos.. adding them to my collection.. :D
I think its a great hobby.. Haha.
I mean, some of these images are really inspiring..
And some images really provoke your thought!
So whenever I'm down nowadays, I just go image hunting..
It cheers me up. Haha. :D
Yups.
Hmmm. Tomorrow will be one HECTIC day. Haha.
I have english in the morning.. Have to report to school at what, 8am?
I'll be doing english paper 2.. another full blown exam.
Ughh. Oh well. I don't really care, I'm just going to write whatever I want.
>_>
Hmm. Haha. And after that ends.. I have to rush home for tuition!
Yeah! Hope it doesn't end too late, the english thingy.
After tuition.. I'm rushing out again. To service! :D
Yupps. Hectic day tomorrow. But fun nonetheless. =]
Oh well.. I just hope that I can stay happy.. Haha..
I don't want to get a relapse of depression!!
I better do well for monday's A maths test..
Haha. I think it'll really affect my morale and stuff.
Yeah! So I shall do well. :D

MMmm. Loneliness sucks. Really, it does...
It brings pain.. and suffocates your heart.
Oh well. Have to deal with it.. Sucks though. >_>

AIYA. BUAY TAHAN.

2006-08-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Haha. Having an inactive blog totally bugs me lahh!
Argh. So I have no choice but to update it.
Oh well..
So I'll give you an overview of the last week? Yeah, around there..
Haha. I think it'll be a long post, considering what happened yesterday as well.
Hmmm..
Okay. Start off on tuesday..
Hmmm. I can't remember what happened.
That means, it was a relatively boring day.
Yahs.. Hmm. Haha.

Then wednesday.. Totally bad day..
Wednesday morning.. Woke up quite late.
RUSHEDDDD to school.
And made it on time. Haha. Yay. xD
Then during morning assembly,
EMOTEACHER called out me, wenkai and leonard cheng.
Then she told us that we were talking during her lesson yesterday.
Like. We know? Duh. So we were like. Uhh. Yah. So?
So she told us that we were barred from further E maths lessons all the way until after prelims.
Hahaha. Then the three of us were like.. stoned.
Stoned in surprise most probably, because I was like.. what the?
So yeah.. After that went back to sit down, and got dismissed from parade square.
So me and wenkai were like talking about it for the whole day.
Seriously, its really stupid... to get sent out of class the day after you talk in class.
Like. She didn't even ask us to shut up.
She could have, and she should have. Because we would have. >_>
But she didn't. So yah! I mean, its our fault to be talking in the first place,
But its your fault to let us continue right.
In the first place, we we're talking because your totally EMO.
Why drag your problems into the classroom? Keep it out, pl0x.
Like we already aren't stressed enough. Now need to deal with you being EMO.
Thanks alot lah!
Okay.. second period was Mr.FAILURE. Yah. He just made my mood worse, thats all.
With his totally lame speeches and TURN OFF attitude,
How can anyone not be turned off? UGHH. Irritating.
PE was another BLOODY SICKENING 1 HOUR!!
The first 5-10 minutes of floorball was great.
Tactics were nice.. Good teamplay..
Then after that the game got totally crappy.
People were playing totally rubbishy..
I mean, their not even sticking to the rules,
and their just playing recklessly.
So I got really ticked off, and I played as rubbishy as them.
So I scored 2 goals. >_>
Stupid game. .Really..
Then A maths. was no better.
Aiya. Black face again.
Don't need to elaborate. No point getting all worked up over THAT IDIOT.
GAF. Reverse that.
Then.. after school wenkai came to my house to use my computer.
Blah blah blah..
I had tuition.. almost fell asleep..
Crappy day in all. >_>

Thursday (today)
Hmmms.. Was a slightly better day.
double POA in the morning wasn't the usual drag it was.
Haha.. Had POA test for the first period..
Passed. :D 7.5/12.
Not proud, but who cares. I passed anyway. >_>
Yahh! Then.. after POA.. was SS!!
HAHHAH! I PASSED THE TEST ALSO!!
14/25!!! YAYAYAYYY!! xD
So very nice one lah.
The english teacher lost her head today.
Well, almost literally. >_>
She got kinda mad over some small things. Haha.
Stupid.. I was in too good a mood to listen to her seriously.
So yeah, whatever. Haha.
I bet that 36/37 of the class wasn't listening anyway.
HAHA =X
Hmm. After recess was values education.. I mean double chemistry. >_>
ANYWAY. xD We got back our latest test.
I was KIND OF disappointed..
13/20. ARGH! WHERE MY A1 GO!?!??! NOO!!
Oh well.
But then after that, chemistry teacher read out the class test rankings.
-BHB a little bit.-
HAHAHAH. I GOT TEH FIRST OKAY!!
XD My average score was 15.7/20. the next highest was 15.3.
YAY! First place for chemistry. :D
Happy happy lah.
Haha.
Then so funny lah. Because wenkai got the lowest.
either 5.9 or 6.9. can't see properly.
But then he was the lowest in class.
Then he sit next to me in class.
HAHAH! Then we're like.. SO CONTRAST! WOW!
FIRST AND LAST SIT NEXT TO EACH OTHER MAN! XD
Hahaha. Funny lah.
Then.. E maths lesson.
Hwahahah.
The three of us bo chap. Just don't care sit in class..
Then when she came in, she sent 4 people out for sleeping in class.
Actually 3, but then shamus got sent out anyway. >_>
So yah. Hahha. loser leh those people.
We got to stay in class. xD
But thanks to wenkai lah. He spoke for the three of us.(only because she asked him right.)
Yah. okay. Whatever. Haha. So we sat in class, not daring to talk.
So being so lame.. we passed a piece of paper to each other, conveying messages.
HAHA. LAME MAN.
Yah. Stupid sia.
Then it was A maths period. Wenkai had to go off for his HCL prelims. Aww. Pangseh.
Oh well. A maths wasn't bad..
We went through the test that hardly anyone passed..
but I passed.. 10/20.
Argh. Not happy with that score.
Initially I was, but then when I heard that sherman got 14/20, A2.
I beh song. >_>
Oh well.. he only beat me by a whole 4 grades.. -_-
Sad lah. Oh well.
Yah.. Then I had my chinese prelim orals.
ARGH. That sherman go tell me it was O level orals.
Make me so scared for nothing.
In the end only prelim oral.
GRRRRRRR.
But then. Hahaha. The orals was SOOOOOOOO DAMN EASY LAH!!
Its like, primary school standard text..
SO STUPID LAH! XDDD
Haha. The chinese HOD was the examiner.
Then he said I damn good leh. (for a CLB student.)
HAHAHA. =X
He say I sure merit.
WOOT! xD
MERIT!! xDDDDDDD
Aiya. Whatever man.
I don't really care.
Oh well. Thats that.
Hmmmm.

Btw, panda totally sucks at playing games..
I mean, he lost to me in solitare showdown, minesweeper flags, and checkers.
WTH?
Checkers was totally ownage lah.
He got me reduced to 1 piece, when he had 3 pieces.
Then from there I owned him.
>_>
Funny leh..
Damn loser..
By the way panda, if your reading this, this is CRITISIZM!!!!
Pwned. Thx.

Fine.

2006-08-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

Okay. Fine. Opened by popular demand.
But I'm not going to post after this.
And the tagboard is up. But I don't know if it works properly.
Who cares.

And I'm going to just let everything out for a moment.
WARNING. VULGARITIES AHEAD.
SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY if I offend anyone.

-edited-
after thinking about it,
I realise, its no point blowing vulgarities over you.
You don't even deserve my vulgarities now.

Liek. whatever man.
Do what you want.
I don't care at all now.

The next time you need help from me,
Don't come to me.
Because you've lost me.
And you don't deserve me either. :D
No thank you.

You think your depressed?

2006-08-13T19:33:00.000+08:00

Well, then try to stop breathing.
Yeah. I challenge you.
If you THINK that YOUR depressed, stop breathing for a few minutes.
If you black out, then Congratulations, Your depressed.
If you don't black out, then fuck you.
Snap out of your stupidness.
What made you take that breath of air?
Whose voice in your head made you take that breath of air?
The fact that you took that breath of air means you WANT to live.
Just because your body is screaming "IWANTAIRIWANTAIR",
Doesn't mean that you must breathe.
Look, you control your body, if you really want to die, then you wouldn't care enough to take that breath of air.
IF you were depressed, when your body is screaming for air,
You'd just be like "fuck. air for what? don't need to breathe.."
But the problem here is.. you took that breath of air.
How would I know? Your reading this.
Cutting yourself is for depression noobs. Seriously.
Its so fucking easy to take a blade and cut yourself on the wrist.
It doesn't take as much willpower as it takes to stop breathing.
One moment of rashness, one moment of madness,
you can cut yourself easily.
But to stop breathing, ahh. That requires at least 2 minutes.
In that 2 minutes, you'll be asking yourself..
Do I need that air? Do I want to live? Why would I?
You've got to go through ALL of those questions to keep yourself from breathing.
And you see, If your really depressed, you don't want to live.. Theres nothing to live for.
So obviously those questions are nothing.
THATS how much willpower it takes to stop breathing.
So if you THINK your depressed, prove it.
Stop breathing. I challenge you.

Personally, I've tried it. I stopped short of blacking out,
Because I know theres things in life worth living for.
Deep in my heart, I know I don't want to die.

So I challenge you. Try it.

***DISCLAIMER***
This won't kill you, sorry. If you really black out, your reflexes will take over and start breathing for you again.
SORRY!! But if you do black out, please, find someone to talk to.. ;)

how ironic.. on a 13..

Pictures from yesterday, and today. :D

2006-08-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

Pictures from yesterday at escape theme park!

Jasmine, Petrina, Me.

Petrina, Me, Jasmine.

Okay. Thats all I'm going to upload.
Sorry, Lazy right. :D
Aaanyway. Not many more pictures ;)
Yah. That was yesterday.. Fun stuff. =D

Haha.. Okays.. Today.
Today rocked as well.. haha..
Yah. At least today I didn't have motion sickness.. Haha..
Jasmine still did though.. D'oh.
Anyway.. First period was A maths.
Because it was the first period, He was happy.
So.. We got back our A maths test results.
And I'm happy with it!
Hahaha.. 17/20!
YAY! A1!!
Reach my target. :D
But there were 3 people that get Full marks. Ugh.. Next target : FULL MARKS! :D
Okay.. Haha. I shall work hard to get that result. :DD
Yah.. Then it was E maths..
First period was nonsense..
Second period test.. UGH!! Haha.
Forgot to study right!!
I looked at the first question, Then I stoned.
UGH! HOW TO DO?
So I did the first(and easiest) part, then skipped to question 2.
Question 2 was.. simple. Did finish.
Went on to question 3.
Was.. Quite okay.. >_>
Only one part I dunno how to do.. Haha..
But I thought on the question like crazy lah.
My thoughts were moving damn fast..
Because gotta find number patterns..
Then the last one was a gay question.. so hard.
I was thinking like..
R-1, R-2, R-3, R-4, R-5... Ugh. cannot.
2R-1, 2R-2.. blah blah
All the way to R^2-2R+2. Haha. FINALLY got it!!
XD
Then after that I did the first question finish.
LAME.. waste brain cells..
Yah..
Then it was chem.
YEAH!! 19/20 for my test! WOOTS! :D
haha.. My test paper got passed around as the answer sheet..
model answer seh!!
Hahahaa. Sorry, had to show off right. =x
Yahs.. Haha.. That pretty much was the day...
Oh yeah. Chinese O level results came out..
I got A1.. JUST KIDDING!!
I never even take the paper lah.
CLB ROCKS LAH.
Hmm.. Yah. Then had to do some lame survey in the com lab..
Stupid questions. I lied for the reputation of the school.
So stupid right..
Yah.
Then came home.. and blah blah blah.
Long post. >_>

FUN THURSDAY!

2006-08-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. yeah!
Was much fun. :D
Went to escape theme park with jasmine and her friend, petrina.
The weather was GREAT!
Hahaha.. We reached there at what. 11 am?
And I'm here, typing this post at 9:40 pm..
And I'm still dizzy from the rides there..
haahah!! was totally LOTS of fun.
Yupps...
Drove the go carts alot.. Hahaha..
Went nicely... No one got into any accident of any sort.. hahaha.. =x
Yahs! Then went to sit Pepsi. Woah.. Friggin tough ride.. Haha..
I think thats whats making me dizzy now.
Its like.. They hurl you around at some crazy speed high up in the air..
Then your seat can pivot around 360 degrees..
So your hurling around in the air.. and your seat can go upside down.
TOUGH. But LOTS OF FUN!! XD
What other things deserve mention..
OH yeah. HAHA. The haunted house. xD
We went in with another group of a guy and 2 small kids..
Then they walked in first..
Then the moment jasmine & petrina walked in
They were like hugging each other screaming already
HAhahaha.. I was standing there..
Uhhhhhhhhhh. >_>
Scary meh? Hahaa.. Maybe to me it wasn't a kick at all.. >_>
But I had to drag them through it.. hahaha.. fun though. =D
Yeah.. Hmm.. Then.. went to play wild & wet.
Its the water log thingy.. haha..
That was.. DAMN FUN LAH.
Hahaha.. we were like splashing water at each other..
Then even before the first drop we're already soaking wet.
Then very lame lah.. Because we see everyone normally at the first drop still pretty dry..
Then me & jasmine at the first drop already soaking wet. Hahahaha..
By the time we finish the ride.. Yah..
Then its like.. SUPER COLD.. Haha.. Because of the nice weather today..
Its like, not so hot, and its quite windy..
So when the wind blow.. COLD!! Hahaha..
Then my shoes also got soaked. Ughh. Gotta dry them..
Hmmm.. What else.. Haha..
OH YEAH!! The water tub boat thingy..
HAhaha.. Super funn also..
The first time I didn't ride on the tub thingy..
I was shooting water at them from the "guns" at the fence.. haha..
Then I got owned by them lah.
Because they got wide angle.. I don't have.
So second round I went also..
HAHAHHA. I got my revenge!! =DD
Haha.. That jasmine lah. shoot me in the head when I not riding..
So I shot her back! Hahaha..
So fun lah.. Then she was like.. in the rain.
Because I'm shooting at her, then petrina also shooting at her..
Hahaha..
Then she cannot see anything.. then cannot shoot
XD
FUN!!
Yah.. The Viking was fun too.. Haha. Kinda thrill lah.
But the best thing about viking is that it dries your clothes.. =x
So yeah.. Sit that to dry clothes. Hahaha.. =x
Then the both of them try screaming into my ear..
Haha.. not a bad try lah. But could have been much louder..
Why? Because I can still hear.. =x
Yahhs.. we left at.. around 7+
Haha.. I don't have any pictures.. sorry!
Its all with jasmine. =]
I gotta get them from her first. :D
Yahs.. So.. Thats today!
FUN!

Happy national day, Singapore.

2006-08-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

Hello. Its 8:24 am in Singapore,
And its a public holiday. Yay.
Why? Because its the nation's 41st birthday!
Yes! Happy national day!
And it just started raining. >_>
Hmm.. I guess as long as its not going to rain later during the event..
It'll be alright...
But if it does rain.. Well... Ugh. Good luck to the participants..
Hope they don't get sick!
Aaaaand. Yeah.
Thats it.
I wish everyone reading this very lame blog post a happy 41st national day.
Although its most probably your 15/16th.
Right.

Discov-boring center.

2006-08-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I totally discovered something new today.
Discover center is totally boring.
UGH. I mean.. seriously.. theres nothing to do there.
The exhibits were lame.. the guides were retarded..
Only perhaps the last part of the visit was okay..
Haha. It was a talk about Terrorism.
About how it can affect Singapore diversly.. blah blah..
Basically the guy talking was cracking lots of racist remarks and jokes..
So yeah, it really applies to us.
Haha.. "EH CHEENA GINA!!" =x
Whatever man.. I was so tired because of all that nonsense.
I slept on the bus on the way back to school.. >_>
Yahs.. Then went J8 walk around.. ;)
Then homed.

Then I'm writing this.
Yeah.. >_>

Moody moody crazy screwed up day. >_>

2006-08-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

funny day. >_>
Like I got mood swings the whole day.
OH NOES. I GOT PMS.
=X Ugh.
Yeah. As it seems, I am happy now.
But you see later on. I'll be depressed again.
Something wrong man. >_>
Maybe I need to see UNCLE KEVIN.
UGH. NO THANK YOU. NONONONONONNO.
I'm a better counsellor then him lah!
I can read your mind okay.
Argh. Anyways.. Bored..
Tomorrow whole school going discover center..
Ughhh.. 1500 people in one stupid small building..
HOW TO MAKE IT MAN!?!?!?
THEN ALL THE SHORT PANTS SURE MAKE US SIAN ONE LAH!!
See? I'm frustrated now. >_>
Oh well..
Todays events.. from here.

Morning.. Got double chinese.. Talked lots of crap in chinese class. hahahaha..
Actually wanted to do A maths revision.. But in the end didn't do much..
So we talked about lots of crap.. Laughed abit at nathianial the white..
And yeah. Blah blah blah..
Then.. was double physics...(practical)
I finished the practical about 20 minutes before time..
First to finish. Haha.. lame.
Was so stupid lah.. need look in the mirror then stick the pin in the paper..
So lame.
Then.. POA.. Haha.. everyone copy POA MCQ answer in less than 1 minute..
Then she never go through.. Nice one man. ;)
TRIPLE ENGLISH ROCKS. AS USUAL.
Today we did oral practice.. again.
I never get called for it.. Hahaha.. Yay..
Don't need to show how lousy I am.. ;)
Hmm.. A maths test was easy..
Shouldn't have studied for it at all.. ugh.
Hope I get A1.. Haha..
Then E maths.. lame..
Chemistry stayback lesson.. lame..
Hmm.. came back. had tuition (SUPER DUPER LAMES!!)
If you read the chinese compo that I wrote during tuition..
I think you'd be dead. From laughter.
Yeah. thats how bad.. Hahahaha.
MY CHINESE = CANNOT MAKE IT.
I admit. =D

yah. Thats all.
MOOD SWING - CRAZY.
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOOD SWING - NORMAL.
Baaaaaack to normal. >_>

Confusion?

2006-08-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Today was.. Hmm..
Well, Service was nice.
After service was.. hmm.
Usually I'm the first one to know that I'm not okay..
So yeah.. Kinda felt that something was wrong with me.
Haha.. Don't think that any other people saw it though..
Perhaps they thought that I was just being myself.
Perhaps.. Just because I'm okay with it, doesn't mean I like it.
So yeah. Felt abit screwed over somehow..
I was totally.. out for the whole session after service..
So.. Yeah. >_>
perhaps it was something that was in my mind..
Something reluctant to be forgotten.
It just.. ruined my day.
I mean.. Yeah, okay, thanks to the people who tried to talk to me and stuff.
But.. in the end I'm just off.

While walking home.. I contemplated in my head..
Thought of stuff.. and well, just.. thought.
Actually I was thinking the whole day of that thing.
Haha... Don't think I'm not doing anything even when I seem like I'm stoning..
I'm merely in deep thought. Thats why I can't focus on the outside..
So.. Yeah.. Was just thinking.. and thinking.. and contemplating..
I thought so much.. That the headache came back to me.
Its just so irritating.. I mean, its not an issue I can openly discuss..
And yet its just there, right in front of me, hurting me constantly..
Its something that.. cannot be described because of my feelings.
So yeah.. I hope it'll be forgotten..
Its causing so much disrupt.. so much hurt.
Everytime I think of it I get headaches..
But somehow its just dwelling in my head...

I'm just confused..

Satur-veryhotweather-day.

2006-08-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

Exactly. Its a friggin oven here.
Argh. Listening to techno/trance now.
So I don't really know whats giving me the headache.
But I do know that its REALLY IRRITATING.
Its so irritating, I can't even think straight..
Ugh. So I changed the radio station.
ahhh. Its not so bad now.. Maroon5- She will be loved.
Long time since I heard that song.. Haha.
Anyway.. Hmmm.. Saturday..
Had tuition, as usual..
I COVERED MY A MATHS TOPICS!!!
YAY! And it seems that I can do every question.. hahaa..
Yay.. hope I can get my A1.. and improve from my B3.. =D
Yayaya.
But the problem is..
I don't know what tests there are on monday..
haha.. I only know that theres A maths..
But I heard a rumour that theres physics too.
Oh well.. Guess i'll have to rely on my pure intellegence and wits again.. (sorry, couldn't help it.)
Haha.. Anyway.. I found like another 5 cuts/scratches from the bush yesterday.. Ugh. Hahas.
Theres like.. cuts here.. cuts there.. stratches here.. stratches there..
ARGH. I'll never run into a bush ever again. >_>

Today's weather is so friggin hot, I can't even do anything, other than stone.
>_>
so YEAH. I've be stoning the whole day..
Really.. So bored..

5 more days.
Well, 4.
Heck, 1 and a half. because only monday and half of tuesday count.
>_>
GET WELL SOON. =]

ITS FRIIIDAAAAAAYYYY!!

2006-08-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Haha! Yeah. Finally the weekend is here.
I don't know if its a good or bad thing, because its one week closer to our prelims!
Wow. Time really flies..
It'll be our actual 'O' level english oral examinations,
AND IT'S ONLY 2 WEEKS AWAY!
ARGH!
After that, another week or so and it'll be our prelims..
For those whom haven't started much on revision,
Please start now.. Starting later is better than never starting.
So yeah.. Need any help ask me!

Anyway.. Today was slack.
The morning was extremely slack.
No one actually look the lessons seriously I think.
So.. Recess came, and everyone went to buy food/drinks.
I ate a little, then went to play soccer.
At first there were like 5-6 people playing,
So it wasn't much of a game..
But as time passed, person after person came,
And soon the whole of 4E4 came.
So it was 4E3 vs 4E4. Haha.
Was kinda boring.. but then someone smacked the ball into the bushes,
So I went to retrieve the ball..
In the process, cutting myself on the wrist, as well as my arm.
So now I look like a suicidal maniac. yay.
If the counsellor comes up to me and asks me if I cut myself,
I think I'll be impulsed to tell him off.. haha.
Anyway.. Its a pretty long scratch, (or maybe more than a scratch)
Around 7cm long.. its just stinging.. all the way.
So yeah. But oh well.. At least now I know what its like to have a gash on your wrist. >_>
Thankfully it didn't touch my veins.. If not I'll be in trouble. >_>
AAAAnyway. Back to soccer.
So.. after retrieving the ball, it goes into play for a few minutes..
And then.. WHAM. Out of school. Oops.
So we had "half-time", and basically during half-time even more people came.
So.. it was like a 20-per-side game..
Kinda lame, So didn't want to play anymore.

Yeah. Oh well. Thats all I want to say for today.
Oh yeah. 1 more thing.
DIPSY DIES FROM SURPRISES. :O

Eh. Heres the picture of my cut.
haha. Don't go if you don't want to see.
http://img223.imageshack.us/img223/731/cutib3.jpg

Got back.. 2 tests today. Hahs.

2006-08-03T15:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. Got back E maths and A maths..
Somewhat pleased, but could have done better.. ;)
E maths got 17/20.. well, lots of careless mistakes. Could have easily gotten 19..
A maths.. Ugh.. not so very pleased, but what the heck. >_>
13/20.. Could have done waaaaaaaaay better.. but lots of things went wrong..
Guess I'm still abit too rusty..
Gotta keep doing.. ugh.. sian.. Oh well.
Hahaha.. Irony is that I got 13. 13!!! =x
Liek, thats so my number. Hahaha..
Oh well. Next time I'll get my A1.. I'd better lah

Yeah.. Tomorrow is such a slack day..
First period is A maths.. Followed by double E maths,
and then Chem prac..
And after that is SLACK!! =D
But then theres english from 12-1+
D'oh. >_>
Because tomorrow school got some gay bazaar..
Short pants will be selling stuff.. I think its food and drinks..
Then there'll be lots of gay games for the short pants people to play as well..
hahaha.. Oh well. Tomorrow then see lohs.
It'll be so boring..
Ugh.. Theres A maths test on monday..
Haven't revised on those topics.
Got to start!
UGH!
Hope I can make it.. hahaha..

Yahs.. Can't wait for next thursday..
Only 1 more week. ;)

So tiring loh..

2006-08-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Yah.. The normal long wednesday..
Actually today not very long..
But heck, still tiring. =Hhaha.. History test in the morning..
On China. UGH. Dunno what to write.
Hahaha.. Sure flunk one.
Then had PE.. Haha.. Floorball was okay today.
At least everyone controlling themselves to not foul so often.
So.. Yah. was fun..
I played quite well.. =D
but ran out of stamina super fast.. =x
Haha.. I'm so dead for SS test lah.
I write so little..
Like.. 1 and 1/4 page only. Never leave line.
And I write wrong for the reliability question. Haha..
So yah.. I'm screwed for that..
STILL HAVEN'T GET BACK OUR A MATHS. SIANS.
E maths test.. Aaiya.. sian.. So many mistakes..
All because of shear factor.. Dunno how to do. Haha..
Hope for the best.. XD
Chemistry was easy. As usual. >_>
Everytime I say its easy I get so low marks..
Ugh.. Hope I break the curse. >_>
Yeah..
End school le.. Hahas..
Today was abnormal because I didn't have tuition..
So I slept instead. >_>
Tired right. Sleep lah.
Then wake up.. even more tired.
lame...

7/8 more days.. ;)

Sucking Ftress CAN?

2006-08-01T19:13:00.000+08:00

IRRITATING LAH.
WHY SO MANY PEOPLE PUTTING PRESSURE ON ME AT ONCE!?!?!?!?
DAMN #UCKING IRRITATING CAN.
ARGH. ALREADY SAY DON'T WANT LIAO THEN STILL ASK ASK ASK.
BASKET.
MY MOOD FROM SIAN BECOME PEK CEK BECOME PISSED LAH.
GRR. IRRITATED.

And to people I'm smsing, Sorry. But I'm just damn irritated by some people.

SIAN DIAO.

2006-08-01T14:53:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. Today.. after chinese
Everyone thought it was the end of the day..
one more slack period.
But then the stupid peanut dunno need go run where..
So call HER to come to take care of our class.
SIAN LAH.
The moment she stepped in she my hair loh.
Good game lah. Then she went take scissors.
Sian... No more long fringe. Hahas..
And I've got a fugly back now too.
Sian.
Feel like cutting botak.
But can't be bothered.. No time. hahha..
Sayonaraa, long fringe. >_>
Oh well.
I'm not gonna keep long hair till after o levels loh..
Prelims cut botak. Don't care..
Then don't have to cut for O levels..
Then can let it grow long after the Os.. Hahaa.

EH!! Hahaa.. It doesn't look too bad after styling it.
okay. I shall not cut at all.

haha. I'M AWAKE!

2006-07-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

Yahs. Oh well. Yesterday was fun. haha.
Rushed to service after tuition.. haha..
service was okay. Deliverence after service was.. hmm. okay for me.
I mean, It didn't really strike me as much. >_>
I was just.. stoning there. Haha.
Oh well..
After everything ended, went to chomp chomp for supper!
With wenkai, ester and anzoe. (and her pig.)
And merilyn joined us at chomp chomp. (I hope I got the spellin' right.)
Yahs. Alot of rubbish happened at chomp chomp. Hahaha.
Wenkai and me got high on cockles..
Actually I got high on opening cockles. hahaha.
But I don't eat them, so I just opened them. Thats all. xD
Then we got all saddistic and stuff and started wasting cockles.. hahaha.
Wenkai made a new specialty dessert..
ICE COCKLE CHILLI KACHANG.
hahahaha. Gross lah!
There was like.. Ice, Chilli, Lime/Lemon juice, Some fried rice, and COCKLES, all mixed up on the table..
SICK!! HAHA.
Then we were totally crapping around lah. hahaha.
Then went home.. almost missed the last bus.
If not I would have had to walk home.. -_-
Oh well. Yahs.. That was yesterday.

Super tiring few days..

2006-07-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. Haha. Lets start att... Yesterday.
Yesterday was THURSDAY.
I went to school. Was uber boring.
Couldn't wait for school to end.
Was going to play pool with darren lim.
Then planned to eat dinner, and after that head to VCH for the concert.
However, After school I totally RUSHED home,
and totally RUSHED out.
So yeah. I was early. =]
Met Darren at J8, and went to marina to play pool.
At pool, I totally. OWNED. Darren.
He so got thrashed.. So.. whatever.
Darren got sick of losing at pool,
so challenged me to bowling, (which I've never played before.)
HOWEVER.. Darren, being a pro bowler,
Played agaisnt me,
AND STILL LOST. liek. wtf?
Eh. He didn't lose by a bit. He got owned.
Totally.
Haha. Yeah. So after that darren was totally pek cek, so he created some lame comment that I walk too fast.
Yeah right. Asif.
Hahaha. Then we met people at city hall, walked half way to marina again,
Then I walked back to meet Nathanial and his two friends, Erin and Samantha. (Hope I got the spelling right.)
Then I gave up hope on eating dinner, so we walked to VCH.
Almost getting lost, I finally found the way there. Thanks to my superb navigation. *cough*.
So.. We reached VCH. Walked around.. Saw friends.. Chatted..
SAW SUNDRUM! WOWW!! HE DIDN'T CATCH US FOR NAMETAG!! HAHAHA.
Yah.. Then anyway saw blackface.. Then whatever.
Haha.. All of a sudden, Jasmine called me and told me she and her friends were lost.
>_>.
Haha. So I offered my help, but they said they just needed directions.
So I gave them as accurately as possible..
Haha.. Then a few minutes later, she called again.
This time she was lost again. Hahaha.
So I went back towards city hall to find them.
Half way there, she said she got the help of a stranger.. and found the way.
Oh well.. I still met them halfway though. xD
Yeah. So we walked to VCH. And.. found that everyone there went up.
Oookay. So we went up as well.
Then the concert started.. Blah blah..
GUESS WHAT MAN. SUNDRUM SITTING NEXT TO ME FOR THE FIRST SONG.
WTH?
I was like.. "NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"
Oh well.. Lucky its only for the first song.. Hahas.
Okay.. then wenkai came after the first song.. LATE COMER!!
The pieces were not bad.. haha. I've got to say I enjoyed it..
Although I was semi-asleep.. Oh well. Haha.
Then the five of us (Nat, Me, wenkai, erin, samantha) were playing this lame game..
We were like.. Smsing each other even though we were next to each other.
Lame.. >_> But fun. anyway.
Haha.
So yeah.. Hmmm.. Vocals were.. good. at least they kept me awake.. Hahas.
So.. after the concert.. walked to raffles place MRT at first.. But then halfway turned around and went to city hall instead..
Hahas..
Then at city hall, Erin left us, So the four of us went walking around.. trying to find starbucks.
To no avail.
So we walked... and walked... and walked..
And finally ended up at Dhoby Ghaut.
>_>
So yeah.. Went home from there.. Hahas.

To jasmine : No problem. Hahas. All the best for your results.

To Darren Lim : EH. Hahas. Owned lah.. ;)

Super tiring long normal wednesday.

2006-07-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

EH. Hahas. Its wednesday.
Its such a tiring day.. Double history in the morning.. Ughh.
Its like.. I just woke up, and now your giving me one hour to continue sleeping?
Ooookay! However.. There was a "surprise" test. (Surprised only me, because I wasn't listening yesterday. =x)
Guess what! I didn't study! YAY!!.
And I thought I could crap my way out of it.
When I was the question, I was.. Uhhhhhhhh......... What the... Oh noes..
Especially when I saw "Operation Barbarossa". I have NEVER, NEVER heard or read of that word before.
So.. Yeah, you get the picture.. Hahas.
Then it was PE. Haha. WOWS!
I'm so happy I finally passed my napfta. =D
I can play gaaaaaames! Haha.
Played soccer. I totally sucked.
My knee was hurting, so I couldn't run and defend properly. D'oh.
That totally took up most of my energy..
Went for recess.. Didn't bother eating.
So I drank a cup of apple juice and a bottle of water..
No food!
Bad choice.
I was starving after recess. -_-
After recess was another hour of sleeping.. Hmms.. Yeah.
Mostly slept through it.. Hahas.
A maths.. Well, He wasn't blacked face today. So the lesson wasn't that bad..
Chemistry.. As usual. Noise.. noise... noise.. and more noise.
Then we had E maths test on Trigonometry. (I think thats how you spell it.)
Ughh! It was hard for me. Because I didn't study for it. (Hey.. Theres a thrend. Notice it?)
I was like.. Hmm.. is the formula like this.. or is it like that?
Ugh. Maybe its like this, Maybe not. D'oh.
So finally I just plonked all my crap on the paper and handed it up. Hahas.
ROUND 2! DING DING! Chemistry test!
Was DAMN EASY. I completed it under 10 minutes,
And slept for the rest of the 20 minutes..
Oh well. I don't think I'll get full marks. I didn't check my paper. Hahas.
Who caaaares.. an A1 is an A1..
Liek. Whatever!
Haha. Yeahs. I'm so looking forward to tomorrow... =]
School will be sucky, But heck, its whats after school thats going to be fun. =]
Planning to go play pool with darren and wenkai.. Then meeting Jasmine and her friend, and also Nathanial and his friends for dinner..
Then its off to VCH for the school's concert!
So yeah! Its going to be a nice time. I guess.

Someone hates me. Someone hates me. Someone hates me.
Whosyourdaddy?

ITS A SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!

2006-07-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

WOWWWWW!!!!
I FINALLY, HAVE A PHYSICS FILE!!
YEAH!! After two years of having physics as subject,
I FINALLY HAVE A FILE NOW!!!!
YAYYYYY!!!!!
After I sorted through my terrifying stack of papers that hides under my bed,
I FINALLY, FINALLY, sorted out all the physics papers and filed them up in some random order.
Okay, maybe not so random, but not orderly enough.
Aaaanyway. Its a huge sense of accomplishment for me.
To finally tackle that terrifying monster stack of papers under my bed, (not using my E maths file as my physics file instead)
Yeah! Its still a terrifying stack of papers, But at least now its 1-2 cm less thick. =D
YEAH!
And now that I've got a physics file,
I can actually hand it up!!
YEAH!! (about half a week late though.)
WHO CARES? I HAVE A PHYSICS FILE!!
And he won't bother me no more about my file.
And I won't have to think of lame escape excuses..
YEAH!!!!!!
Oh well.. Now I don't have an E maths file,
Because I emptied its contents to stuff my physics papers inside..
D'oh. Oh well. Guess I have to search for another black file.. Hmmm..
Its enough of an accomplishment for me though.
FINALLY. A PHYSICS FILE. WOW.

Eh. Its not all scarcasm okay. There is fact in the post about a sense of accomplishment.

Sian-ed day.. hahas. so bored..

2006-07-25T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty much boring.. Hahas.
School was crappy before recess... jam pack crap lessons.. hahas.
After recess was super slack.. Nothing to do one..
Then after school went to Shaun's house. Played basket ball. (I got owned so badly. hahas.)
And then went to J8 walk around..
Nothing to do at J8 alsooo..
SOOO BORRRRRINGGGGG CANNNNNNNN?
Then play basketball until I'm so tired now..
Argh. So tired, that I can't even type in proper english.
Bored.
Bored.
Bored.
Bored.
BORED.
D'oh.
BORED.

Haha. =]

Cut hair.

2006-07-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

Wahh. Just now I go barber cut hair. So funny..
Okay. I sat down on the chair. Then the barber ask me take off my specs.
I was stoning there. Then the barber ask me another 3 times to take off my specs.
Then I was like. Err.. OH. okay. *takes off my specs*.
Stupid sia.. hahahas.
Okay. Then I told the barber to not cut my fringe.
Okay. He didn't cut it.
But then he combed it around alot.
Then he combed it back and forth on my forehead.
But my forehead alot of pimples.
Then the comb tip very sharp.
Then scratch here scratch there.. PAIN LAH!!!
One time, while combing my fringe away from my side,
He flicked it straight into my eye.
And I was like. OUCH LAH!! IRRITATING!!
Diao lah. So funny. Okay. After that I walked home.
With lots of loose hairs.
....

Haha. Its my 100th blog post. >_>

2006-07-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

Yay?
Haha. So lame.
Hmm.. so bored..
So much work to do. But I don't feel like doing it.
Hmm. Feel like going cut hair. But very lazy. So procastinating it.
Haha. I should just cut BOTAK man.
But then. Maybe I'll cut BOTAK before Os start. hahas.
So I think I'll keep my fringe and give the school a reason to suspend me.. >_>
Hmmmmmmm. Nothing much to say..
Oh yeahs. Yilong is an idiot. Hahahaha. Yeah!
At first he was "14", now he wants to be "13".
Lamer leh..
very teh lame.
Just because I'm 13 and I'm so "OMGIM13" about it, then he must follow meh.
Liek, thats so lame.
So yeah, go back to 14-ness you fake-13.
>_>
We all know your triskaidekaphobic okay.
Don't act act.
Yahs. 13 balls to you. Hahahas.
Okay, its your turn to scold me.
Faster write your lame blog post on your lame blog and scold me back!
At least then your blog would be somewhat interesting.. >_>

My targets, and estimations.

2006-07-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Yes! I'm setting my targets for my prelims now.
Haha. Hope I won't be too over-confident..

Targets:
English A2
E Maths A1
A Maths A1
Science A1
POA A1
Combined Humans B4

Estimations:
English B4
E Maths A1
A Maths B3
Science A1
POA A1
Combined Humans C6

Total L1R5 = 10(Target) 16(Estimated Result)
Total L1R4 = 6 (Target) 10(Estimated Result)

Oh yah. not forgetting my CLB. merit. >_>
Haha. lame.. I hope I can do as well as my predictions and targets..
So sian.. latest test on redox I only get 14/20. Dots..
Miss A1 by 1 mark. Dots..
Haha. For chem&phy, Only an A1 is a pass.. hahas. For me, that is.
Hope my english will do well! Maybe even better than my target!
Then for the actual 'O's I've just got to buck up on my combined humanities! ^^
And I'll meet my target. Single digit O level score!!
Its possible! =D
Just gotta start working my bun off now.. hahas.
M'kay.

Hmm.. nothing much today..

2006-07-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

yeah. quite bored.
But wanna say thanks to that someone for talking to me on wednesday. hahas.
Thanks lots!
Hmmm.. one more week to the VCH concert.
Seems like everyone is going. Haha.
Oh well.. Today was.. normal.
Boring lessons and stuff.. went for bs after school...
Walked around J8.. then went home.
Nothing much.
So.. whos going to go pooling before the concert?
And please, if your not going for the concert, don't come pooling..
So if your going to the concert, and you wanna go pooling, then tag me.
If not I'll just go with another friend of mine.
So yeah.
Hmm.. Tomorrows going to be boring too..
Weeks fly by so fast. We've got to study harder!!
We've got to get our A1s for prelims, and A1s for 'O's!
Work hard now!!
Oh wells.. Looking forward to next thursday.. Hahas.

METHANE-ETHANE-PROPANE-BUTANE-PENTANE-HEXANE
METHENE-ETHENE-PROPENE-BUTENE-PENTENE-HEXENE
METHANOL-ETHANOL-PROPANOL-BUTANOL-PENTANOL-HEXANOL
METHANOIC ACID-ETHANOIC ACID-PROPANOIC ACID-BUTANOIC ACID-PENTANOIC ACID-HEXANOIC ACID!!

Haha. Don't mind me. Just revising chemistry. ;)

Pucking Fissed

2006-07-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

Stupid day.
Today sucked balls.
Apart from the usual shit lessons and black-faced depressed teachers,
PE was dissingly irritating as well.
Why couldn't there just be class matches?
Why the fuck must 4e1 people come and interfere with our e3 game?
Asswipes.
And at least if your playing in our class match, you shouldn't be an asshole by playing rough.
Liek, What the hell?
You foul us first, then when we foul you back,
You get the right to get pissed?
No, screw you. He's lucky he didn't go a bit further and hit again,
If not half of us would have been on him.
Including me. I was already pissed off about the lousy gameplay and sportsmanship in the game,
And that had to happen.
Bloody fags.
I hope I don't have to play with those fags next week.
Another irritatingly bitched up lesson was A maths.
I HATE, I repeat, I HATE that stupid emotional wreck of a teacher we have.
Heck, I had respect for him when I first knew him.
Now, with ALL DUE RESPECT, he's lost it.
Fuck, He wants to threaten us with his resignation?
Why on earth, do WE need, a fucked up depressed teacher lecturing us on stupid small things everyday?
Shit, We're supposed to be learning A maths, NOT HOW TO FUCKIN WASTE TIME ON OTHER STUPID THINGS.
Stupid petty shit.
Why must he pick on EVERY SMALL THING that is wrong?
Why can't he learn from other teachers to take it easy,
Why must he vent his stupid depression on us?
And you know what? He's a damn HOD, AND, AND. He's the HOL too.
How on earth, can a HOL be a depressed fag?
He's supposed to be an example for us.
LIEK. NO WONDER WHY EVERYONE IS GETTING DEPRESSED!
LIEK. WOW?
Balls to him. He should just resign and leave.
I'm seriously sick of his bloody black face everyday, threatening us that he'll resign.
He's been saying that for the last half a year.
And he says he only needs one month notice before he can take off.
Eh. Fuck him. Its been 6-7 months already.
So balls to you short fuck, you lost my respect. ..!.. o_O ..!..
And I'm so fuckin sorry for this post which is filled with vulgarities.

Should I just let my heart rot and die? Let it break down and stop working.. Just stop.

July the 18th.. Just another day.

2006-07-18T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. yeah. Tuesday.
Quite a slack day.
Chem prac in the morning.. can never get the experiment right..
Physics test right after the prac. Hmm. Didn't study. Won't get my full marks.. oh wells.
English.. was.. lame.
A maths. nothing to say.
recess.. hmm.. yeah, recess.
e maths.. ugh. haha. I got back my graphs test..
only get 12/20. so weak. hahas.
I didn't complete the paper, and I left out 2 questions.
My graph was so nice, but it took me too long to complete it.
Hahas. Oh well.. Next test should be nicer.. Loci&other stuff
VE was.. Hmm.. chemistry.
We got back our chemistry class test..
17.5/20 for me. apparently everyone sitting around me got lower. hahas =x
I made stupid fundamental mistakes though.. mistakes that could have been avoided if I studied.
And I didn't study. Oh well.. when am I gonna start revising for these tests..
And I got headached again today. Ugh.
Slept for don't-know-how-long, but I woke up at 7pm. hahas
Headache is gone for the moment. Hope it doesn't come back!
Anyway. About the concert thing. So messy.
Its on the 27th july, but everyone is talking about it now.
And nathanial(the white) is being an idiot by not telling me which row my tickets are.
So yeah. Its SUPER messy, because theres like plans here, plans there, plans everywhere.
Why can't everyone just wait till next week to sort these things out.
I mean, theres like about 9-10 days left..
If you can study for a test last minute,
I don't see why your fretting over this 9-10 days in advance.
Hmmm..
Let things be as it comes. Then plan from there.
I hope theres tickets left. I hope the poor coordination of nathanial(the white) didn't screw up for us.
I wanna go see how horrid the singing is after two years!
Two years ago it was.. hmmm. not THAT horrid.. but after two years of cracking voices..
Hahaha. It'll be interesting..
And I'll be bringing a pair of earplugs along too.. hahaha.
Liek. WHATEVER!!

A molehill is a damn big mountain when your a small creature.

MmHmm.

2006-07-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

Aaaaaanyway.
Today is the Chinese GCE 'O' Levels listening comprehension examination.
But.. BUT. Retards like me and a few other high IQ people are exempted from the exams.
So we were released early like the rest, but we could go home.
I went home. Because theres no one else to go out with, and I have lame tuition later.
So here I am. Typing this totally lame post.
CLB rocks by the way. Yes, its my 484176117634th time I've said that.
Because its the best subject ever.
I mean, its so easy to get a Merit for it.
The papers can be completed in 15-30 minutes each, and we're allowed to go home after that 15-30 minutes.
YEAH. THAT TOTALLY KICKS ASS!
So... to all the suckers taking the normal chinese paper, and do not get an A1,
SUCKS.
TO.
BE.
YOU.
Hahaha.
Other than that. Good luck. Although its already too late by now to wish you. Haha.
Oh yeahhhh. Glen. Use your super TIKAM power and score full marks man!
Haha. got new phone so you can show off lah!
Mmokay. So thats that.

Itsy little spider.. climbing up the water spout.
Down comes the rain and washes the spider out..

And if you suck at 13375p43k, (you suck if you don't know what that means.)
Please go to : here.
So that you won't suck anymore, and then you'll understand me talking sometimes.

2006-07-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

So.. sian lah.
Today left home after eating lunch go meet up at east coast..
Actually I found them at parkway first. Then we went to east coast together.
Didn't do much.. play around with the ball, walked to macs to go to the toilet, or to buy drinks, and rented a transport bicycle.
Then I ran back to the barbeque pit. Did the fire.
Ate abit. Sat around for awhile.
Then played monkey with the netball.
So we played till I had to go.
So we walked to parkway, where I got up the bus, and went straight home.
Nothing else.

Why even pretend..

Blah blah.. blah.

2006-07-16T12:35:00.000+08:00

So.. bored.
Oh wells. No time to complete this post.
Just figured out I have to go out now.
Haha.
Byes.

Hate me - Blue october

I had to block out thoughts of you,
So I don't lose my head.
Their crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.
Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone..
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home.
Theres a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain.
And so peace is all I want for you, will you never call again?
And when you never say that you love me, just to put in my face,
And when you never try to reach me, it is I who wanted this..

Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow..
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

I'm sober now for three whole months,
Its one accomplishment that you've helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In my sick way I wanna thank you, for holding my head up late at night;
When I was busy waging wars on myself you were trying to stop the fight,
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take,
So I'll drive so fucking far away, That I'll never cross your mind.
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.

Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave..
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made.
And like a baby boy, I never was a man.
Until I saw your blue eyes cry, and I held your face in my hands.
And then I fell down yelling Make it go away.
Just make a smile come back and shine, just like it used to be.
And she whispered, How could you do this to me?

Hate me today, Hate me tomorrow..
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

Haha. Thursday the 13th!

2006-07-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah, whatever. I know its friday the 13th, not thursday the 13th.
Who cares? ITS STILL teh 13!!
But its a really funny day today lah.
Firstly, the start of the day, was SS. Before recess, that is.
The test was stupid.. Everyone was talking to everyone, and it was supposed to be a test.
So.. yeah. Especially the part when everyone was shouting "shut up", and no one shutted up. haha.
stupidness to the extreme..
Oh yeah! DID I MENTION. TEH PIG LOST HIS TEMPER AGAIN IN THE AVA ROOM!!
Yeah, not very exciting, but hey, its nice to hear him go:
"K#N%N*B$HCH&#CH*&BY$" in a very stupid slang.
Makes him sound really dumb.. hahahaha.
and you know how he got angry?
Because benjamin the retarded said : "Eh. Can you please not sit here?" because pig was sitting next to retarded.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
hahaa. stupidness.. hahaa.
then next fun part was after school.
actually it started in e maths lah.
then wenkai wanted to "refer" to my work, but i was busy completing it.
then he was like "Eh. SO SELFISH!"
Then I was like "Eh. Doing right!"
Then he was like "Wahh. Listening to her ah?"
Then I was like "Of course." then I finished doing it and handed it to him.
Then he was like "YOU DA MAN."
Then I was like "I thought I was selfish a moment ago."
Then he was like "Yeah, you sold all your fish."
And I was like "dots. -_-"
stupidness. haha.
After school me and wenkai go amk central.
Because wenkai want go popular buy stuff. haha.
Then at popular so lame loh.. wenkai was looking around for a nice book to read,
so we were searching through a pile of books.
Then we saw this book "blah blah something blah blah OF HANJIE." (forgot full title. sorry.)
But who cares, HANJIE NAME WAS THERE!
Haha. so stupid.
In the end it was some lame puzzle book.
But since it was so waste money, didn't buy lah.
Haha. Then wenkai was like pointing out EMO and POSER people as they walked past. >_>
Then after that we walked around central..
walk here.. walk there.. slack..
then we saw this reporter and his camera man.
Then wenkai was like "Eh. If you want him to interview you, then say INTERVIEW ME."
Apparently he said "INTERVIEW ME" so loud that the reporter heard him
So the reporter interviewed him.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA SUCKA!
Then it was in chinese lah, so theres no way that I could talk.
HAHAHHA.
So wenkai, being the higher chinese guy, talk nonsense lah. hahaa.
I think it was about flag day.
Because the reporter asked a question saying "flag day" in english, and the rest in chinese.
Hahahaha.
Then wenkai was like.
Errrrrrr. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........
Finally it was over, then we walked off.
Then wenkai was like. "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I HOPE I DON'T APPEAR ON TV!"
Then I was like "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA."
Then we walked one way, but then decided to walk back to where the reporter was, because we wanted to macs.
Then we saw this despo bunch of IJ girls, I think they wanted to be caught on camera.
They were like trying to stalk the reporter, but then the reporter don't wanna interview them
haahhaha.
Then as we crossing the road, the cameraman pointed his camera at us again.
Lucky from the back lah. So cannot see face.
Because I was "digging my nose" with my middle finger,
and wenkai was like "digging his ear" with his middle finger too..
wow. such a coincidence. hahahahaha.
then we went to macs and laughed our heads off. hahahaha.
then we thought of the consequences and was like.. shit lah! hahhah!
Then we just sat at mac and talked nonsense lah. hahahaa.
then we parted ways. he had to go higher chinese.
i went home. and had tuition.
So lame. ahahaha.

Star light, Star bright;
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might;
Have the wish I wish tonight.
And I wish for that special someone..

Hahaha. I'm all smiles amid the pain!

2006-07-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Today had PE! 2.4 retest!
The weather was soooooooooo nice.
So I decided to run properly. =]
Ran 3 rounds non stop!! ACCOMPLISHMENT TO ME!!
Haha. After 3 and a half rounds of non stop jogging,
I finally stopped, stood for awhile and took a breather.
Was already super super super tired by then.
Ran about another half round, and stopped again..
But something kept me going.. something that gave me determination. :)
Haha, that little something really went a long way for me. =]
What that little something is? For me to know, for you to find out. Hahas.
And yeah, so I just kept running, even though my body was going like.. OUCH. OUCH!! PAIN!!
So I finally managed a pass. HAHA. who cares if its a borderline pass.
A PASS IS A PASS!! xD
Next up.. Pull ups..
I'm weak. Only can do 1.
Haha.
Nevermind. I shall use that little something in me to train hard. =]
So yeah.. Even though I'm totally in pain now, and my legs are really killing me,
I'm all smiles!
All thanks to that little something. Hahas.

Blah blah blah. Blah blahhhhhh.

World Cup Monday.

2006-07-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Ughh. Today was really.. sleepy.
Haha, considering I stayed up for the match from 2am to about 4+,
and only had about, what, 2 hours of sleep? Or maybe even less.
And I fell asleep at the start of extra time!!
UGH!! I missed zidane's headbutt!
UGHHH!!!! What a miss.
School was reaaaaaaaaally draggy today.
I was almost sleeping through all the periods.
2 hours of A maths. I don't see how I stayed awake for that.
Actually I do, the $2 fine(If you do anything wrong. Anything at all) kept me wide awake. Haha.
I already got fined for my low socks. So yeah. I figured I don't want to waste another $2 just because I was sleepy.
We (Me and Wenkai) fooled around in physics lesson. (AGAIN.)
Haha. We took Gilbert's photo, put it under the desk protector thingy,
and started drawing new hairstyles and facial hair for him. Not forgetting extra moles and stuff.
Haha. Which was soooooooooo lame.
E maths.. Was.. Hmmm.
I shall not elaborate.
Haha, yeah, anyway by then was totally stoned and tired.
So just came home and ate and slept.
Call me a pig or whatever. Haha.

Can't help it, Whenever I'm alone your always on my mind.

Sunday! WCF!

2006-07-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Haha. Woke up so late today. Ate lunch and home and then hurried out. haha.
I thought I was the one going to be late.
In the end I was the earliest. >_>
Oh well. Nevermind loh.
Haha, then hanjie, gary and shaun came. (in order.)
Walking to marina square (is that the correct name?) was tiring.
Really really long walk there..
but we went to play LAN there.
Haha. So lame loh.
I got owned in CS.. super long time never play, so damn off form lah.
then they played C&C. I never play before. hahaha. so I got owned.
after that we went to play pool!
Everyone was stoned today at pool.
So I won. Haha.
Tyco siao lah.
Shaun keep potting the black ball,
Gary somehow keeps missing his shots,
and hanjie.. well. he was on form today. but he still lost to me. oh well. >_>
Then went walking around the place.. and then decided go eat dinner,
even though I was supposed to go home early. Haha.
Thanks to gary for the donation lah!
Thankyouthankyouthankyou!
Haha. Then I left halfway loh, since I had to be home early.
The walk back to cityhall MRT was even more tiring,
since I was walking at like, 2x or 3x the speed of normal walking. Haha.
Then took mrt str8 home.
Ate dinner again, (before eating dinner at home I was already stuffed)
And by the time I finished dinner at home.. Wahhhhhhh. totally stuffed.
Headache came back again. Haha. Don't know why either..
Maybe I'm still thinking too hard.
Hmmm.. Whats the cure..

Quote that I came up with. haha.
Avoiding people is one way of showing that you miss them; by making them miss you.

Kindness & Friendship, A worthy mix.

2006-07-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

Heres my essay on kindness.
Hope you enjoy it.

The greatest act of kindness that I have ever experienced, came to me in the form of friendship. As some of my friends introduced me to church, I was extremely skeptical at first, as everyone there was really friendly and very nice to me. I shrugged it off, thinking they were just nice to me because it was my first time there. I remained skeptical of their kindness for quite long, as I was suspicious of their motives to get me "brainwashed" by their religion. Seeing how different they were from me, I had a mental obstruction between myself and them. Truthfully, I did not appreciate them as friends even though they were so nice to me. That, however, was my viewpoint at that time.

Until trouble struck, when certain events took place. I found myself in a mess, struggling to fight datelines and targets. All that struggling with stress took me by storm, and soon I was really into depression. I felt exhausted every day, and did not think that I could ever recover from this situation I was in. I lost my usually cheerful and light-hearted personality, and felt sad almost all the time. Any attempt to cheer me up was short-lived, I would lose the cheerfulness as soon as I got it. Being foolish, I did not seek help from teachers, neither did I find assurance from my parents, but I tried to adapt by putting a fake smile on my face, and pretending that I was alright. It helped to a certain extent, and life went on for me.

However, it soon wore off, and I was back to feeling down. At that time, my "friends" from church were still talking to me, even though I was not being such good friends towards them. At first, I was not keen on telling them my troubles. But later on, seeing how willing they were to help, I found myself pouring out my troubles to them. This was when I saw that their kindness to me was genuine. I could feel that they cared for me, even though I did not appreciate them earlier. This act of kindness, I will never forget, they were there to show kindness when I needed it most, even if they knew I was unappreciative of their efforts at first. Now that I have found true friends that are really kind and caring, things seem so much easier to accomplish.

I am extremely grateful to those people who helped me by showing kindness in my dire times of need, and I have learnt to appreciate the people around me, even if I dislike them in any one way. You may never know; sometimes someone you do not really know may help you in your times of need. Just being kind is enough to make a person feel somewhat better. For me, the best kind of kindness someone can show is friendship.

-end-

At the end of the day; Ask yourself.
What kind of friends do you want to have?

Hfnaofnaiufbakjfbaiufb.

2006-07-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I've been having persistant headaches for the last few days.
Kinda irritating. Hope it goes away soon.
Anyway. Today school ended at 1 for me. Had to stay back for A maths. Oh well. Anything for my 'O's.
Then met gary and yilong at serangoon mrt with edric.
Went PS slack around loh.
Walk around in circles for awhile, then decided to eat at KFC while waiting for panda.
Haha. Yi Long's new bag.. is.. so. shiny.
reflects light like mad, and can be used as a mirror.
Its orange and white, so.. damn bright when it reflects light. haha.
Yilong is such a poser. haha. If your reading this yilong, GET A LECOCK! At least that one not so poser. haha. Zinc is.. ..
Haha. eat lunch liao went to play pool.
then the pool shop, half of the tables taken by sgss people. wtf?
we're like, at town, and half the tables in the poolshop taken by our school people. ..
Played pool loh. I so noob.. simple shot also can miss.. haha.
But the last match I played, which was the "tournament" between me,gary,yilong and panda..
That match was.. seriously.. nothing to say.
Panda could have won like 5 times.
He missed all his shots on the last black ball.
Then I won. Dots..
Tyco siao lah.
so I got 3rd place. hahaha.
gary was first.. yilong second.
by then very tired liao.. but they all still wanna go walk around heeren and paragon.
so just walk along loh..
Haha. Thank you gary for the advice. I will take it to heart. =]
Then I took a direct bus home..
So damn tired by then lah.

Just-Wanted-To-Say:
Happy belated birthday to Yilong, (AGAIN.)
Happy birthday to Hanjie (Tomorrow.)
HAPPY SUPER EARLY BIRTHDAY TO GARY!! (Next wednesday)
And also, Sorry to them, because I'm already bankrupt. rofl.

Depression and its side effects.

2006-07-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

Last night; I was totally depressed. I felt totally crappy.
My heart ached, I felt empty.
Today; in school. I didn't smile for longer than 10 seconds.
Totally stoned. Didn't talk much.
Today; after school. lightened up a bit. went for bs.
Today; at home. did homework grudgingly.
Did english homework.
Finish situational writing. Crapped something up.
Finished Summary, I think its an okay job.
Wrote my essay on kindness.
To me, I think its one of the best essays I've written.
It's about what I'm experiencing now, (exaggerated version)
And I think it has a lot of meaning to me.
If you want to read my essay, which is not very long,
ask me on msn, and I'll send you the file.
I think that it pretty much brightened my day a bit.
And who would think that doing a piece of dreaded homework would bring me some joy..

quote from my essay:
"For me, the best kind of kindness someone can show is friendship."

Thank you all friends. :)

Evaluation of today.

2006-07-05T19:52:00.001+08:00

Hmm. I think today counted as a bad day.
Woke up in the morning.. then I so stupid go give morning call.(when the person didn't need it)
Wake people up for nothing. Sian. After that kinda sian 1/2.
Then I had PE today. But I'm so retarded I wore my shirt, but I forgot my shorts.
How the hell did I forget to wear my PE shorts as my second layer? nfc.
Bummed out lah. Walking to school then realise that I forgot.
Then first period PC.. aiya screw it lah.. basket.
only make me more dulan. Don't want to talk about it.
POA.. crap loh.. 13.5/20.
FAIL. SIAN. NEED TAKE RETEST. ARGH.
waste time and energy and effort and brain cells.
by then quite irritated liao.
PE was okay lah. Took height and weight on the new spiffy machine that the school bought.
So fast. Then after that go play soccer loh.
And since I'm so retarded, I decided to play barefoot, on a quite sandy field.
STUPID RIGHT.
CRAP LOH! Now my feet is like, super pain.
Because I tried to zham the ball, and instead I rammed the sand.
Wah. nothing to say after that.
Haha. But I scored a goal. haha tyco one lah.
Then after recess also so sian.
double SS.. I only knew that there was a "test" during recess time.
So.. I was like. Aiiyaaaaaa. don't care lahhhhh. sure die anyway.
In the end the "test" was an open book test.
Why I'm so bummed out because of it?
Now, not only my feet pain. But my hand pain also.
Thanks to that stupid "test", I had to practically duplicate a set of notes given on Venice.
Nice one lah. Damn good.
E maths test was stupidly simple. If I don't get full marks. then. I. Got. Nothing. To. Say.
A maths.. Hrm. Simple also.. I learnt permutations and combinations before. so.. quite easy.
Then it was slack period. Okay lah. Can relax abit.
Then go home liao..
Sian.. reach home supposed to do tuition homework.
In the end I ended up sleeping.. because I was so tired.
Ugh. then die loh, never do tuition homework.
OFFICIALLY SPEECHLESS.

Seriously, I'm thinking too much.. Headaches are becoming more frequent.. This has to end..

Evaluation of today.

2006-07-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

How fickle life is..

2006-07-04T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Yeah.. Life's so confusing.
Sometimes it treats you right, sometimes it doesn't seem quite nice..
Sometimes its better not to have a life, then things can't get so complicated.
But as I always have to say, complexity dwells in simplicity, and vice versa.
Sometimes even simple things get so complicated.
Makes life seem like a damn-good roller-coaster ride.
Only thing about damn good roller-coaster rides, are that there are VERY VERY HIGH points,
and there are REALLY REALLY LOW points.
And the damn journey between those points REALLY REALLY SUCK.
So yeah.
It sucks going from a okay situation, to feeling down and depressed,
and then going back up to nice-ness, but yet again, only to be pushed down to hell again.
Yeah. IT REALLY SUCKS.
Sometimes I get so tired of it, I just want to screw it all.
But I know I can't. I know I have greater purposes in my life.
Well, for now is that stupid single-digit score.
I've set my mind on it. I'm going to do all I can do get it.
But distractions and obstacles aren't sparing me.
I think.. I think.. that I should look for something to rest upon.
Something like a religion.. something to live by..
Something to give me meaning in life.. Something that will keep me going even when I'm really down.
And yes, I do feel dejected and depressed, even though I keep it in myself.
Fuck. I might seem calm and okay, but screw you, I'm human too.
I have emotions, even if their close to zero.
To you, I seem cold. Thats because I've been left alone for most my life.
As rational as I am, There are issues that I cannot figure out myself,
And there are tasks I cannot accomplish alone!
Intellegent as I am, I'm not godlike.
Like I said before, I'm HUMAN. I do NOT have supernatural powers.
I do NOT have the ability to solve everything I find myself in.
I can COMPROMISE the situation, so it doesn't seem so bad,
but some things cannot be compromised. And I will get stuck.
Over the years, problems after problems, wound after wound,
they all scarred my mind.
It's just like forcing an animal into a corner.
With no where to run, and only you to face..
The animal will definatly attack you.
Who I am is the result of who I was.
And who I was, no one.
Who I am? I have no clue.
I need an anchor, I need one quick. I'm drifting away, and I fear for my visions.
./end EMO-post

That felt nice. Just like taking a big shit.

Friday - POP - Dead tiring.

2006-06-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

And so, this whole post is going to be typed out in perfect english.
It is because I am having my English prelim exams oral examination tomorrow.
And why would my typing affect it? I have no clue.
Anyway. Today was.. well.. boring.
The actual school schedule itself was really boring, since theres no nice lessons today.
After school, Edric came over to my house to teach me Probability(E maths) because I'm too stupid to figure it out myself.
On completing the two worksheets of probability, We slacked around and disturbed my fat cat.
So then we went out. I went to school, edric walked to the MRT station.
Reaching school, I REALLY didn't have anything to do, so I just walked around looking for familiar faces.
Sitting down at the new study area for some rest, Shaun tham ran past me, quite rushed.
He was actually trying to paint a plastic heart he made for his girlfriend.
And basically, it screwed up a bit.
So I was giving him advice while waiting for the NCC(air) passing out parade to start.
The dry-run rehearsal for the parade was really rusty, with lots of errors.
But nevermind, we stayed on anyway.
Spotted some E3-ers and walked around together.
Seeing miss pan, edwin thia called me "timonkey".
I was like. "Uhh.. okay?"
Now miss pan keeps calling me "timonkey". Thanks edwin thia. >_>
After the parade, with a major screw up in Part A, where two people actually squeezed into a one-person spot.
So we were laughing at the screw ups. But seriousy, it was a good parade, in a sense that there were not many screw ups.
Anyway, the procession after the parade was quite "touching" in a sense.
I think that ALL the NCC seniors that are passing out tonight were very close to tears.
But I was half-awake during the presentation, so what do I know.
Anyway.. We then made our way to the study area for refreshments.
And miss pan again called me "Timonkey" there. -_-
Didn't feel like eating, so I didn't! Just drank a cup or two of drinks.
Miss Pan again called me "Timonkey", and asked me why I wasn't eating.
I said, "Because I'm not eating?"
So.. that was the end of the conversation.
Lingered around for awhile more, shaked some hands of NCC friends.
Helped them take a picture with a really complex phone. (Wow, it was so hard to just press a button!)
Then rushed out with Leonard Lai and Yong Kit because Leonard Lai was in a rush to get to his tuition, and offered to give us a ride in a cab.
Oh yeah. On the way out I also saw Jasmine Chye. Hmm. Acknowledged her presence as well as made mine known, and then went out of school to catch a cab.
Took us quite long to flag a taxi actually.
And we actually called Shyam to disturb him.
Heres roughly what we said:
Yongkit, in a really really loud and funny accent : "HELLO?? WE ARE OUTSIDE ST GABS SECONDARY!! WE NEED A TAXI!! CAN WE GET A CAB HERE?????"
Me, in a really really reaaally funny ah beng accent : "HELLO!! THIS IS COMFORT TAXI RIGHT??? WE NEED TAXI!! OUTSIDE ST GABS SEC!! MERCEDEZ TAXI HOR!!"
Yongkit *sniggers*
Me *sniggers*
Shyam : "HUH?"
Then we just talked normally from there.
So we finally got a taxi, after leonard lai ripping half of his hair off his head in an attempt to lure a taxi to the area. (To no avail, obviously.)
And then I came straight home.
And here I am.

Good luck to everyone taking prelim english orals tomorrow.
Remember to get a sore throat tonight so you can use it as an excuse to read softly tomorrow.

Haha. lame day.

2006-06-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

haha. today rocks loh.. overslept, so pon school. haha.
my mother allow somemore.
hahaha. oh wells.
so i just slept till about 10+ loh..
then woke up and did some stuff till bout 1+
then go j8 for bs. well, at first was j8 lah.
in the end push to city hall. >_>
okay loh. go city hall.
reach liao.. wait.. wait... waiit... waaaaaittttttt...... for about 1 hour.
then start -_-
diao..
nothing to say loh.
slack day sia.
tomorrow sure die.
i just found out got POA test tomorrow and i haven't studied.
die lah.
lets just hope i remember how to do I&E. hahaha.
so much homework due tomorrow also.
sian..
so tired now..
i go stone again lah.
sian.

I think all of us are going through emotionally or mentally hard times.. We have to be there for each other..

Sooooooo tiring day.

2006-06-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

Extremely tiring day.
First period of day already want to die.
(actually because its PC period.)
super waste time..
haha. yay! got sent out for POA again.
heng loh. this time i got into class before SHE come tekan people outside
hahaha. yay. XD
but seriously, the teacher also abit crazy lah.
she say friday then do MCQ in class,
TODAY IS WEDNESDAY!! HELLO!!!
retarded.
nothing to say loh.
after that got PE.. wah fucking waste of time.
stupid training sia. make us run so slow for what. waste energy.
so whole day damn tired liao lah.
sleepy liao lah.
but i was surprised that i stayed awake for social studies.
haha. I actually found Venice interesting. haha.
Sian.. come back home then still got tuition.
Super tired liao lah.
I think today i better sleep early. haha.
everyday getting later and later..
soon late again.
then tio caning. sian.
my butt preciouss okay. cannot anyhow whack.
(not saying that i like spankings either lah. sickos.)
so.. whatever.
>_>

Whatever of the day:
Haha! START YOUR FRIGGIN ENGINES!! gotta study le.

Hahaha! cough hahah!

2006-06-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

Haha. Lame day today loh.
yay. i never tio suspend for my hair.
hahaha. heng sia. i think she walked pass me,
took a glance at my hair, hesitated, but then walked on.
hahaha. heng.
super slack day lah.
chem in the early early morning.
Then got practical some more..
haha. I still so tired and half-awake,
do practical also half screw up. haha.
oh well. nothing to say loh..
after that everything else was in class liao..
but is super slack day,
because we (me and wenkai) practically played tic tac toe or connect 4 the whole time.
hahaha.
almost every period play loh..
physics played.. english played.. "VE" played.. assembly played.
haha. only never play in chem, e maths and a maths.
haha.
tuesdays rock!
Tomorrow will suck though. d'oh.

Its liek, the beginning of the July Holidays!

2006-06-26T19:24:00.000+08:00

Liek. Yeah!!
First day of school.
And I already tio "caught" for hair.
Say my fringe so long and my back almost touching.
Eh. My back not touching my collar okay.
Its ALMOST touching, but its NOT.
As for my fringe, nothing to say, because she pulled it down.
Not fair. Cheap shot me.
Don't care, I'm not gonna cut. I'm just gonna permenantly wax it up.
So she can't pull it down. Haha.
New time table sucks.
Seriously.
triple english on mondays.
Die.
Seriously, the new time table. Sucks.
Sucks.
SUCKS.
kinda gay day..
everyone was like tulan, all half asleep.
Haha.
Tomorrow also bad. got so much homework due.
Argh. Die again.
Aiya. Nothing to say liao lah.
So tired.

Random fact of the day:
Catpigs can swim in a cup of water. o_O

2006-06-24T19:38:00.000+08:00

Totally owned picture of the day:
Award goes to leonard lai. >_>

English was a complete waste of time today.

2006-06-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

Yes. It was.
It was a god damn nice morning.
It was raining, cool, and REALLY sleep indusive.
But NOOOOOOOOO.. We had to wake up and go to school for ENGLISH.
We had to walk in the rain and stuff, and drag our asses to school just for ONE lesson.
And I was "late" by 30 minutes, because I got "caught in the rain".
So, I finally went in at 8:30.
And.. And. We did nothing for about 30 minutes.
Yeah! And then. We're free to go!
WOOHOOOO!!
I woke up so damn early, when I should have been sleeping,
Dragged my butt to school in the rain,
just to sit there for 30 minutes, listen to crap,
And then drag myself back home.
Seriously.
SERIOUSLY!!
WASTE OF TIME!!!
Waste of time, Waste of travelling money, Waste of energy!
WASTE! WASTE! WASTE!!!
And thats why.
Today totally rocked.
Yeah. ROCKED.

Muddy Fun. lol

2006-06-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

So fun loh.. Long time since i played in deep mud..
Yesterday go pasir ris play sports on super super wet and muddy field
barefoot somemore.
lol. my legs were like, super dirty and muddy loh..
then sumore still lose game. sian. >_>
okay lah. soccer was fun though..
first game win, second game lose. >_>
play full time still 0-0. so play penalty shootout.
haha. my turn to kick, instead of kicking into the goal,
i go ram the chair (goalpost), then the chair fly.
so funny. lol
aiya. in the end still lose. oh well.
so i guess i'm not gonna go play in muddy fields for a long long time..
theres still mud in my toenails loh.. its like so sick to dig it out. lol
okay lah.
overall was still very funny. lol
after that.. super tired liao.
then go barbeque.. eat little bit nia. because not enough food.
nevermind loh.. tired. no mood eat also mah.
talk talk abit. then i go home le.
wah. i so heng loh.
actually got police checking a group of people (because its after 11 mah.)
then i just walk past quickly.
heng sia, they never stop me =x
if not damn lame loh..
lol, when i reach home and shower finish,
the moment i lay down on my bed i slept le.
haha.
okay. nothing else to say liao.
oh yah. still got.
congrats edric. =X

Thought of the day:
actually nothing lah. i'm just stoning.

Boring sia.. Last week of so called holidays.

2006-06-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. Half way through june.
Thats like.. Alot closer to the actual O's.
I've finally made an effort to start studying lah.
Finally.
Have you? Well, you should.
Take my advice, Its precioussss.
Really. Not kidding. You better start now, IF you don't want to suffer in the coming months.
Soon, depression, stress, worry, anxiety will set in.
It'll bend your minds, set you astray from your path, trick you into doing stupid things..
If you want to have fun, do it now. Last week.
Go out, have ALL the damn fun you want.
Once term starts, its no longer time for play.
Its the THIRD term. THIRD.
FIRST and SECOND have already gone by.
Theres no going back. We're half way there, and we ain't stoppin'.
So all the O levellers better get started.
As for me? Heck. I'm having fun this week. =P
Haha. Yeah. So who wanna go out, call me go also. I don't really care.
Go anywhere, do anything. I don't really care.
Darren lim jio me out also can.
I'll pay for you.. *cross fingers*
Speaking of darren lim.
Asshole sia. Spam testimonial for him on friendster then he never spam back.
I'm so gonna delete all the testimonials I wrote for you.
You just wait.
Hmm.. what else to say.
Hmm. Guess I'm cursed with ephemeral relationships.. >_>

Thought of the day:
Take my advice!! Preciousssss!!!

WARROCK!!! WOOO!!!

2006-06-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Warrock is back!!
It's sweet =]
It has aerial vehicles now.. A Blackhawk and a bomber.
And theres still gonna be more vehicles implemented in the future!!
SWEET!!
PLUS, theres a new game mode!
Yeah! Other than the normal bf-2 style game,
Now theres a CS-style game too!
=O
SWEEETT!!!
Hahaha. When I got in, I was liek, totally ownage..
And I'm liek level 1. Pwning others liek, level 10+
But the aerial vehicles are hard to control..
Well.. See for yourself.

Whoops! =x

OH MY GOD!!! BREAKING TEH NEWS!!

2006-06-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

I'm currently interviewing DL (Damn Lame) on MSN!
And guess what!! On the topic of Animal Sex,
He totally confessed to.. Umm.. nevermind.. with pandas and skunks!!
Yeah!! Those Black and White furred creatures!! ;)
And apparently, he confessed that he recently got intimate with one creature,
who won the LOSER OF THE DAY AWARD!! Yesh!!
NONE OTHER THAN HANJIE!! =D
DL said that Han Jie showed him his ~~-censored-~~
And what has DL have to say about it?
See for yourself :
,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸-(_[~~dårrëñ~~]™_)-,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸ says:
puny dick
,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸-(_[~~dårrëñ~~]™_)-,.-~*´¨¯¨`*·~-.¸ says:
so small
He also said in another sentence that Han Jie had Black and White fur at that area!!
Liek, EWW!?
This ends the special report.

Everything is falling apart.

2006-06-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

I don't know if its in a good way or in a bad way though. >_>
Perhaps its making things easier for me.
Breaking it down, so I don't have to wreck my mind thinking about stuff.
Maybe its crushing my dreams.. Sucking hope away from me.
I'm in such a daze I can't tell..
Maybe I don't have to care anymore. Or maybe I have to care even more.
Which one is it? I can't god damn think at the moment..
I'm just stunned at whats happening in my "life".
Everything is whizzing out of control.. From my usual comfort zones.
I'm losing grip on this and that.. And I can tell my control is diminishing.
Soon I'll seek help. Perhaps. Or maybe I'll figure it out myself.
Who knows whats going to happen next.
I guess the only thing keeping me sane is the music coming out of my speakers.
I'm kinda sick of the situation I've been in for the last month or so.
I don't know why either.
It may seem simple to others. They think its so easy to solve.
Perhaps if they had a mind like mine. Then MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, they would anticipate chain events.
But alas, I don't think they understand.
I'm just trying to take small steps. Evade trouble.
I've done good I guess. Only I'm getting sick of the whole thing.
I just want to get out. To wash my hands of it.
Its not that easy. I cannot forget certain things that has happened.
And what has happened has happened. Theres no reversing it.
Alas.. If only..

Hrmm.. Bloody urge. >_<

2006-06-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

Sian. Dunno why, All of a sudden i got an urge to play WoW.
wtf.. Its like.. i quit WoW ages ago >_>
Then now all of a sudden i got an urge to play
wtf?!
I think i'm going insane..

Joke of the day :

A husband and wife had four boys. The odd part of it was that the older three had red hair, light skin, and were tall, while the youngest son had black hair, dark eyes, and was short.

The father eventually took ill and was lying on his deathbed when he turned to his wife and said, "Honey, before I die, be totally honest with me - is our youngest son my child?"

The wife replied, "I swear on everything that's holy that he is your son."

With that the husband passed away. The wife then muttered, "Thank God he didn't ask about the other three."

Another funny joke.

2006-06-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

A guy walks in to a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them. Then he grabs some sliced limes and eats them. Then he jumps on to the pool table, grabs one of the billiard balls, sticks it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazement, and somehow swallows it whole.

The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey did?"

The guy says, "No, what?"

He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!"

"Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy. "He eats everything in sight, the little bastard. Sorry. I'll pay for everything."

The man finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate and leaves.

Two weeks later, he's in the bar again, and his pet monkey is with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his ass, pulls it out and eats it. The bartender is disgusted. "Did you see what your monkey did now?" he asks.

"No, what?" replied the guy. "Well, he stuck a maraschino cherry up his ass, pulled it out and ate it!" said the bartender.

"Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy. He still eats everything in sight but, ever since he swallowed that cue ball, he measures everything first."

Funny right. XD

So whose line is it anyway?

2006-06-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hah. I love that show.
If your really feeling down and stuff,
Sick of being so bored and emo,
Go check youtube out for Whose Line Is It Anyway clips.
Their really hilarious.
Really.

this is liek, so boring. >_>

2006-06-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

Okay, I just stopped myself from writing an EMO post.
Thank god. >_>
Hmm. I did it for the sake of the readers okay.
I know readers don't liek to read emo stuff.
So I didnt publish it.
See! I'm such a good author.
Ima go find something funny to write about.
Hrm.

EDITT!!
lol, after a few hours of sourcing,
i FINALLY found something worth watching..

have fun! =D

World Cup Euphoria

2006-06-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah, the first match is over!
Germany vs Costa Rica!
Haha. I predicted Germany win 2-1
The match however, was pretty action-packed..
The final score was 4-2
d'oh.
Oh well..

ELMODOMINATION!

2006-06-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah, thats right.
Elmo owns all.

Funniest joke i heard in a long long time..

2006-06-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students.

The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"

Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!"

Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.

Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"

Harry: "9".

Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"

Harry: "36".

And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.

The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade."

Ms. Brooks says to the principal, "Let me ask him some questions." The principal and Harry both agreed.

Ms. Brooks asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"

Harry, after a moment: "Legs."

Ms. Brooks: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?" The principal wondered, why would she ask such a question!

Harry replied: "Pockets."

Ms. Brooks: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?"

Harry: "Pants"

Ms. Brooks: What's starts with a C, ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin, whitish liquid?

Harry: "Coconut."

The principal sat forward with his mouth hanging open. Ms. Brooks: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"

The principal's eyes opened really wide and before he could stop the answer.

Harry: "Bubble gum"

Ms. Brooks: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?"

Harry: "Shake hands."

The principal was trembling.

Ms. Brooks: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?"

Harry: "Firetruck"

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put Harry in the fifth-grade, I got the last seven questions wrong......

This sucks lah..

2006-06-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

Really damn sian loh..
Everyday dunno what to do.
Go out also no one free.
Not only no one free, i also no money. Go out what fuck sia..
Other than going out and stoning around lah.
But for what sia.. No one wanna do that also.
So everyday stay at home contemplating suicide.
wooo.. that so rocks man.
stupid POA lah.. give so much homework
5 bloody papers of MCQ..
thats like.. 150 questions.
fuck lah! i think i'm just gonna tikam all the way lah.
screw stupid POA
stupid insensitive retarded bitch of a blah.
people say i need more friends.
fucked up advice if you ask me lah..
the more friends i make, the more enemies i have in the end.
maybe it's just me.
maybe thats my nature. to make enemies. woot.
I really don't care to be honest.
I'd rather be self-sufficient rather than always counting on other people..
But then.. one can't deny the attraction to the opposite sex.
so. SIAN LAHHHHH. dunno what to do lah.
damn fucked up life in sec 4. really.
one wrong step and its good game to our O levels..
argh. it's tough..
but what isn't. fucking lame. i just contradicted myself.
aiya fuck this lah. time can't be reversed.
whats going on will go on.
so just fucking go on and uhh..
go on? >_>
wait, what the fuck.
we can't go back anyway.
lame shit.
oh well. O levels ticking closer by the seconds..
can't deny it.
it won't wait for you.
we gotta start studying.
no more procrastinating please.
actions speak louder than words.
who am i to say this when i myself isn't studying.
blah.

FACT of the day :
ELMO PWNS ALL.

Hmm. so tired..

2006-06-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

Wahh. the whole of today was like.. super boring
humanities in the morning.. was like sleeping through it.
couldn't sleep through history though.. scared of volcano eruption =x
then sumore i thought was like gonna be in the AVA. nicer to sleep..
but then the stupid NPCC people(hahaha no offence lah!) kope our AVA room
so gotta tahan in classroom
so hotttt lahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ss was stupid lah. go library also no use
aircon so friggin weak
still so friggin hot
was totally sleepy..
and then got chem.. she blew up.. make us stay back
sian. so.. i just slept and did my worksheet loh..(don't ask me how i did two things at the same time.)
tomorrow got POA sumore
fuck lahh.
damn waste time lah.. from 12:30 to 2 loh.
it's like. in the middle of the day.
totally screw up the whole day..
ugh.

Thought of the day :
"What would people say about me when i'm dead?"

06/06/06. Nice.

2006-06-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

Haha. I was reminded of the date on the way back home in the MRT station..
May seem asif it's gonna be a bad day..
But it wasn't!
Because me, Edric and Wenkai all found that we had mutant superpowers!
Wooo! >_>
Actually we just went to see X-men 3.
It was.. ermm.. kinda long winded.. but thats just me.
Haha. We watched it at The Cathay.. the newest cinema by cathay. (duh.)
Was kinda hard to find, considering we had to walk for awhile before we actually found our direction..
And then when we entered the building.. was like.. fwah. Smells of paint and theres hardly anyone around!
So we made our way upppp upppppppppp uppppppppppppppppppp.
And finally found people queueing for tickets at the cinema ticket booth.
So we bought our lame shit and went to watch the movie.
Haha. Then the toilet so funny.. Me and edric were trying to find a way to make water come out of the stupid tap.
I didn't know it was a sensor-automated tap, so I was like stupidly trying to find somewhere to push..
Then when someone told us that they were sensor-automated
I tried to wave my hand under the stupid tap, but no water came out.
Lame.
Was kinda stupid trying to figure out why it wasn't working.
Until i saw that the other taps were working perfectly fine when someone waved their hands under them.
And then, stupid me figured out that the tap was spoilt.
LAME.
Hahaha. Then on the way out, Wenkai was like.
EH!! Lets try this "walk-in" thingy!!
Hahaha. In the end it was a dead end corridor.
Hahahahhaa. jaq.
After that we walked all over the place lah.
From PS to Heeren to cineleisure...
Looking at stuff in shops and shit..
So lame loh.. We were like crapping alot on the way..
And discussing how we're so normally abnormal..
>_>
So we went for dinner at Burger King. Then wenkai started being disgusting..
He was like trying to make funny sounds with his body
And burping along to songs..
That was sick lah.
Can't deny that it was fun though.
Mmm.
So tired now.. sleep! gah!

Thought of the day:
"Make hay while the sun shines. But what if there's no grass?"
Quote of the day:
"*rollseyes*Girl already dead, nothing i can do." - From some guy on CSI.

The Scientist - Coldplay

2006-06-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

Come up to meet you, Tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are,
I had to find you, Tell you i need ya,
And tell you I set you apart,
Tell me your secrets, ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start,
Running in circles, coming in tails,
Heads on a science apart,

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart,
Questions of science, science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart,
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
Oh and I rush to the start,
Running in circles, chasing tails,
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part,
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard,
I'm going back to the start

Argh. I was so bored i typed the whole song out.
Beautiful lyrics. Song sounds nicer.
So. yeah.

Lalalala.

2006-06-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

lalala. i got nothing to say.
but im so bored.
so yaloh.
>_>
MARQUEE! WOO!
Mmm. im hungry.
L

A

M

E

!!

Useful quotes.

2006-06-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm out of games, so i'm spending my time today looking through meaningful quotes.
Heres some i think are really meaningful :

You can forget a lot of things, but you cannot forget a woman’s name and claim to love her.

There was a definite process by which one made people into friends, and it involved talking to them and listening to them for hours at a time.

The friendship that can cease has never been real.

Friends may come and go, but enemies accumulate.

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.

Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

Love is an exploding cigar we willingly smoke.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.

BY THE WAY,
The bloody spamboard is there for a reason.
Don't let it rot. Please.

Sincerity

2006-06-03T16:16:00.001+08:00

The dictionary defines the word Sincerity as:
"The quality or condition of being sincere; genuineness, honesty, and freedom from duplicity."

n 1: an earnest and sincere feeling [syn: earnestness, seriousness]
2: the quality of being open and truthful; not deceitful or hypocritical; "his sincerity inspired belief"; "they demanded some proof of my sincerity" [ant: insincerity]
3: a quality of naturalness and simplicity; "the simple sincerity of folk songs" [syn: unassumingness]
4: the trait of being serious; "a lack of solemnity is not necessarily a lack of seriousness"- Robert Rice [syn: seriousness, earnestness, serious-mindedness] [ant: frivolity]

In my opinion, Sincerity is the MOST important quality a person can have.
Especially Sincerity in definition of 1 and 2.
Without sincerity, how can one be a good friend?
Being sincere means that you don't lie to your friends, and try to be as honest as possible.
A good friend must be one that doesn't try to deceive others,
and gives a very honest opinion on any subject.

In my opinion, (again), a true friend wouldn't just want to make you happy.
A true friend would want to help you in whatever way possible,
And even if that means making you unhappy, So be it!
By telling the truth, i.e. Your hair looks like crap today, is actually better than just telling a plain lie, i.e. hmmm. your hair looks.. nice.
Even if you think that your making the other person happy by telling him/her that his/her hair looks nice,
Even a retard can tell that your lying into his/her face.
The way out of this trap? SINCERITY.
Just tell the truth, even if it doesn't sound nice.
Who cares if it may sound bad to the other person?
After all the other person is just seeking your honest opinion,
THATS WHY HE'S ASKING YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE!!

So yeah, thats what i look for in a friend. Sincerity.
If you don't have sincerity, you'd most probably won't be my favourite person.
And thats why, SCREW YOU. (You as in you know who you are.)
I certainly hope now you know why i don't talk to you anymore.

Anyway, on about other things.
I'm FINALLY giving up on games.
YES! IT'S TRUE!
I've given away my FlyFF accounts,
and uninstalled ALL my games, (yes, ALL.)
So now, i wanna REALLY concentrate on studying.
Hopefully i can REALLY concentrate now.
I'm gonna try taking it slow on the com for the rest of June..
And i guess i'm gonna do more work nowadays.
Maybe i'll write an essay on my blog. =]
Hmm.. guess when i have time i will do so. =]

Thought of the day:
"The sun might be shining brightly, But the grass may not be growing. I wonder why?"

Sincerity

2006-06-03T16:16:00.000+08:00

Friendster's daily horoscope

2006-06-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah, if you haven't found out.. (I think its new.)
Friendster has added a new feature! Its their daily horoscope!
Haha. I was checking my friendster account for stupid testimonials from darren lim when i saw the new feature there.
Guess what my horoscope was?
"Making social connections will invigorate your life and give you a positive vibe."
BULLSHIT.
Recently i've made social connections, and ALL of them, ended up with me losing more than i put in.
And my horoscope is to make more friends?
Eh. Fuck that.

Message of the day :
Don't think im oblivious to your thoughts and feelings; I may be more aware than you yourself..

So its june the 1st.

2006-06-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! the starting of the june ~~holidays!~~
I'm like planning on having so much ~~fun!~~ these june ~~holidays!~~
If i only had so much more ~~time!~~
Then i could use all the ~~time~~ in the world to do ~~what i want!~~
But alas! The june ~~holidays~~ are nothing much more than lessons.. lessons.. and lessons..
So much for that huh.
Whats more, i have so much ~~money~~ that i can't ~~spend~~!!
./end sarcasm
This June is gonna be the ~~BEST~~ June ~~holidays~~ i've ever had.

Thought of the day:
"To cure someone of angst and stress, solidarity is not the remedy. What that person needs is company, not isolation."

Thought of the day.

2006-05-30T18:06:00.000+08:00

You think? Well, think again. Sure? Think again. Very sure? You thought wrong.

D-Day : Tomorrow

2006-05-28T10:39:00.000+08:00

Not for me, of course.
I meant D-Day for the people taking normal chinese.
Tomorrow is their 'O' level chinese paper..
And basically their all in deep shit. =So.. i'd like to wish every who's reading this post and taking the normal chinese paper tomorrow,
Good luck, and see you in hell.
No lah. just Good luck.
Remember. Don't go get so worked up and nervous,
that'll surely make you forget more things and affect your concentration..
Relax man! Tell yourself you sure fail, and then you can go in there and do everything properly..
Yah!! secret method okay.. don't believe then go try it out yourself.
Don't say i never give advice.
But then again, sucks to be all of you taking the paper tomorrow.
Gotta wake up sooo early in the morning..
and gotta make sure your not late..
hahaha. sucks to be you sia.
At least CLB and higher chinese people can sleep until late late..
shiok sia.
For those who isn't prepared and stuff.. well..
All the best >_> Sure die also. Might as well don't go.
For those who study like mad.. well..
Aiya. Study so hard for what sia? Waste time..
For those you think your prepared.. well...
You can never be prepared >_> You don't know whats coming out!
For the rest, well..
Good luck lah.

p.s. and see you in hell >_> CLB ROCKS! YEHHH!!!

MelanCholy MadNess~

2006-05-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hehe. Thats my cat. =]
Isn't he so cute..

Posting indefinatly,

2006-05-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

I'm not going to start posting regularly, no.
In the first place, I wouldn't, because i won't have anything to post about.
Secondly, it's my fucking 'O' level years, so don't fucking expect me to have much time!
Thirdly, it IS my 'O' level year, so don't expect me to have a life.
Fourth, everyone is careful about what they do now anyway.
Hmm. So this post will be the reviving post..

Sec 4 2006 SA1 Results!
So.. exams are over, and all papers are checked.
And final results are.. sucky.
Well, what would you expect if 80% of the co-hort failed english?
Look at me, i got a L1R5 of 24, yet i topped my class. (No offence )
Thats.. weak.
With a score of 24, I cant even get into a damn lousy JC,
and who the hell wants to get into a lousy JC?
So.. we're all in trouble i guess.
I think we're gonna have to make an oath to do better at prelims..
But i say we'd better, 24 is weaksauce..
I dont know about other classes, but i think im one of the top in the level. =D (Assumations are never correct.)
Oh well.. Going to press on, work harder.. (yeah right..)
Hopefully i can achieve my target for my Prelims,
and ultimatly get my single digit score at the 'O's. ;)
For now, i guess it's gonna be hard work..

Hmm.. My parents aren't in Singapore for the next 3 days..
And i haven't formulated my plans yet.. argh!
SOMEONE JIO ME OUT LEH!! (anyone can lah.)
I dont wanna play FlyFF!! It's so boring!
Got so little friends now.. All busy or don't play already..
Hmm. Anyone wanna go watch X-men this weekend?
Well, anyone who isnt taking MT 'O's this monday. =P
CLB ROCKS! YEHH!!

Quote of the day :
"Never assume, it only brings about doubt.." - I said that.

MelanCholy MadNess~

another scar..

2006-03-30T19:35:00.000+08:00

haix.. this time on my palm..
was playing "soccer" with a paper ball with leonard cheng in class today..
then run here run there bang here bang there
then tripped and rammed into the overhead projector.
=got a quite deep cut on my palm, just below my pinky finger..
theres a hole-punch shaped cut on my pinky finger itself too.
i dont think that'll make a scar,
but im sure that the deep valley on my palm will..
doesnt hurt much, although it bleeds like mad..
by the time i reached the toilet from my class to wash the damn wound,
my hand was filled with blood.. lols
and by the time i walked back to my class from the toilet,
my other had was stained with blood too..
xD
so there was blood dripping everywhere.. lols,
and i had to clean it all up with a few tissue papers.
oh well..
then i had to squeeze a tissue paper in my palm over the wound for the rest of the day
until i got back home, and fitted a plaster over it.
couldnt find the detol cream, but oh well.
hope it doesnt get infected..
i washed it clean anyway..
hmm.. after examining the hole-punched shape wound on my pinky finger..
it actually is quite deep. lols.
its a big gash in a big circle..
and theres a skin-flap over it too.. xD
oh well. its on my left hand anyway.. wont affect my ability to play chinese chess.
*cough*
..

And a tribute to Darren Lim, who is a fucking bastard who doesnt have balls and uses other people's names to post total nonsense. So congratulations to Darren Lim, the stupid fucking bastard.

i r back.

2006-03-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

yoz.. nothing new this week la.
basically boring old stuff..
stories also run dry le..
argh..
need to go look around again..
so.. ill talk about darren lim today.
darren lim. is a stupid fucker from 4e3.
yes, he is a stupid fucker.
he thinks he is so clever.
he thought wrong.
so fux you darren lim.
hope you like being banned from my spambox.
=D
everyone can go spam darrenlim at http://elven-archer.blogspot.com

Self declared WORLD PANDA DAY!

2006-03-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

heres to all pandas in the world,
including the most intellegent panda on earth.
HANJIE!

panda bear~~ panda bear~~ panda bear!!
wooo hanjie rocks!
this dedication goes out to him, because.
he rocks!
yeah!
he just rocks.
dunno why also.
yeah!

-original post-
okay. above was nonsense. fux hanjie, that stupid mofo..
take a look at him :

doesnt he look totally stupid?
yes he does. he looks gay as well.
wait, he doesnt only look gay and stupid,
he IS gay and stupid.
only know how to ask people "cap?!?!??! CAP!?!?!?!??! CAP!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!!"
fuck you la panda, what cap?
contraceptive cap?
to shove up your cb issit?
fux you sia, tell you i never take still bother me like siao.
bloody panda..
|-|3|2e5 +0 j0o p@|\|dA, ()m|=g5+fu

meow?

2006-03-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

yes, as you should have noticed by now,
(if you have not, go kill yourself.)
my spoilt index picture has finally turned into a normal picture.
of my *ahem*.. cat.
not my whatever-you-may-wanna-call-it, but my cat.
yes, its looking at you with threatening eyes,
longing to shoot you with its lazer gun implanted within his pink nose..
so if you dont tag from now on, and if you ever come to my house,
beware of my lazer-shooting cat.
and yes it hurts.
but no, no animals were harmed during the process.
he grew his lazer-gun nose naturally.
and please dont agitate him,
because he'll whip out a lightsaber, and start swinging it at you.
and trust me, he fights better than yoda.
yeaaaaa. yodaaaaa.
guess what, my cat's ability to communicate is better than yoda's too!
he goes meow, and the enemy goes, wtf? and then.
OMGLAZER!PEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEWPEW!!
OMG HAXORS! WE GOT PWNT!! AHHHHH!
my cat pwns all. =]
be warned. tag!

stuff to discuss :
cant post the picture here, too big.
http://img123.imageshack.us/img123/6299/chart2pc.jpg
there... nice chart..

Smoked pork!

2006-03-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

yeah, new dish. i just heard sia..
marlboro smoked pork, slightly cooked with oil.
sounds yummy. doesnt it?
my appetite is just rawring now..
so i heard that the famous airpork is doing smokes now eh..
not bad. i guess thats how he keeps "kool".
by smoking himself, he keeps "kool".
yeah. thats so "kool".
i guess now that chinese new year is over,
and the season of barbequed pork is over,
maybe now the demand for smoked pork is higher..
so thats why hes got into the habit.
for commercial purposes..
everyday cut off a slab of his fats and smoke it,
then go sell it..
i guess thats how he affords to buy those cigs he uses to smoke his fats.
well he doesnt need to buy oil,
he has too much of it on his face..
just rub the slab of fat on his face, and then set it alight with his cig.
*voom* there you have it, smoked pork!
i hope that he doesnt spread the habit to other pigs,
if not now everyone must become vegetarian.
cow got mad cow disease, bird got bird flu, and now pork also tio lung cancer sia!
walau. then we'll be stuck eating fish sia..
wth.
nevermind, some people already converting over to become vegetarians..
so, therefore,
i encourage airpork to keep "kool" by smoking himself with marlboro,
but also discourages him from spreading the habit to other pigs.
by smoking himself, i hope that he dies earlier than the rest of us,
so that he can contribute more than he is contributing now.
six feet under.
well, five. pigs dont need deep graves.

o_O

2006-03-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

argh glen, you asked for it..
but im not gonna make a full scale one like joel's..
actually, nevermind. im too lazy to mention you at all.
why? expected la.. you only look at chio girls because your *cough*le*cough*s*cough*bia*cough*n
yeah.. so. nothing much to write about la.
besides, we talked about it so much during chinese lesson, im practically bored of your *cough*le*cough*s*cough*bia*cough*n stories..
and jerry, if your reading this,
give him hell in chinese lessons! =D

---------------------------------------
to much disappointment, i didnt really receive the spam i thought i deserved..
i thought i'd be uberspammed by joel's gf's friend's sibling's and relatives...
but my friendster is spam free..
my board is lightly spammed..
and yeah, nothing much..
so crap it =\ ima make it more dramatic next time.
so glen, give me another hint to blow somone's head off =D
yours was boring, so ima not blow your head off..
i dont know, anyone.
hmm, i could do shannon. =]
but then again who would want to hear about doggy love.. =errr. well i dunno. anyone i guess.
anything thats better than your lame story of "looking at chiobu while half asleep at tuition center"
yeah, whatever.

I DESERVE MORE SPAMMZ0RS!!

WOOOOOOOOO! FINALLY! PROOF ABOUT JOEL TAN & HIS GF!! WOOOOO!!!

2006-03-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!
QUOTE FROM GLEN'S BLOG:
[So, after i got to Joel's house. I was damn shocked to see my Mei in there. WOOT!
Don't worry imaginations didn't run wild in my head.
Well after that, i settled down to start restringing and tune the guitar into good
shape. The sound is sweet. xD
Hanged around until bout 5pm, then we had to escort someone back home.
Ok...maybe it wasn't really escorting but a walk around the neighbourhood to
get a bit of fresh air after bring cooped up
in the room for so long.]
OH NOES!! JOEL AND *SOMEONE* ALONE IN HIS ROOM! OH NOESSS!!
WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE!?!?!?
OH NOES!! WHY WAS SHE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!?!?!?
(i better go steal joel tan's handphone and check.)
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!
PROOF!
KILL ME NOW. YEAH! COZ IT AINT MATTER NO MORE!!
I GOT MA PROOF!! =D
THERES NO DENYING IT NOW!!
OH NOES! GLEN! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?!?!
*COUGHS*ROLLING-*COUGHS*ON-*COUGHS*THE-*COUGHS*FLOOR-
*COUGHS*BECAUSE-*COUGH*IM-*COUGHS*LAUGHING-*COUGH*SO-*COUGH*HARD-
HHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!

haha...ahahhaha.. all i can say now is..
woot!. pwnt!

edited to suit sensitive people's emotions.

Accusations, accusations, and accusations.

2006-03-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

woohooo! its the march holidays!
not much of a holiday, but who cares!?
now that i have time to blog, ima talk about saaaaaaaaturay.
saturday was nice. it was cool.
yeah. basically nice.
=fine, ill tell the truth.
it sucked, to a certain extent.
well.. wake up in the morning.. (i usually wake up in the afternoon, so screw the morning.)
then need to go to some wedding stuff.. (ima not insult this part, it was nice.)
walk around see chiobu.. =x
then.. (insert horror part)
i asked glen, the expert planner, to give me directions out of the maze that the wedding thingy was in.
then.. glen, being the expert planner, told me.. "ok.. go to the main road, and take a bus."
wheres the main road glen!?
WHICH DIRECTION GLEN!?!??
no answer..
so no choice. had to take things into my own hands.
went out of the church. turned right.
walked straight all the way,
came out to the main road, found myself in the middle of nowhere.
so i was like.
what the fuck? where the fuck am i?
oh well. so i just walked on.. and on.. and on...
and onnnnn...............
till i finally found my way to the damn bus stop where i took a damn bus to J8
and then, i took a bus to joel's house..
and basically walked some more from his house to the other bus stop,
where we again, took another damn bus to glen's house,
where we waited....
and waited....
and waited.......
and waited.......
and FINALLY,
those 2 gays finished changing their clothes together
and decided to spare us from waiting any longer.
and when they arrived, guess what?
WALKING TIME AGAIN! YAYS!
and so we walked...
and walked...
and walked......
and walked............
and finally found the damn funfair.
basically it was so big, we practically got lost when we stepped into the campus..
damn, there were rides, arcade games, more games, CANDY FLOSS! =X, and the drinks costed a bomb.
nevermind, we had too much coupons to spend.
so just anyhow splurge loh..
so sad... joel never go walk walk with his girlfriend..
shooo sadd...
hmm. guess what we did in the school..
walk la, what else.
-_-"
walk around the damn school about 10 times.. feet sore loh..
then go play arcade..
LOLS I GOT PWNT BIGTIME XD
i got pwnt within 5 mins, whereas joel survived to kill the boss of every stage..
hahahahahahahahhaha!
damn stupid sia.
aiya, then basically we just walked sumore..
and heard rumours that junbin was at the funfair..
so we went around trying to look for that pig..
then we gave up.. so we went to the field there and sat down at the stands..
and then joel started to take zhaogeng pictures of all the girls..
then i joined in..
then everyone joined in..
then we all started getting horny..
then blah blah blah.. (you get teh idea.. o_O)
so we finally decided to leave..
and within seconds of starting our journey out,
"ITS SUCH A SHAME THAT WE'RE LEAVIN!"
yeah, that blew over the sound system..
its such a shame.. haix.
xDDD
then went back to glen's house to chill.. (guess how we got there.. WALKING!)
then play some stupid zombie game..
glen go shoot joel's cb..
and we all got horny again! ^_^
hahaha.. was basically stupid la,
then i go home..
got raped by a bunny on the way out..
then took a mercedes cab home..
then came online.. then go play game..
then.. thats saturday.

omfgstfu

WORDPRESS

Hmm.. Sianns.

Woah!

Maths P1 & SS

Sunday service.

A few days of intense stoning.

I'm a damn hypocrite.

Proverbs 18:24

I'm going to let all of this out.

I am BORED.

Sufferings

Good day.. bad day.. good day.. bad day..

Deja Vu.

Yaaaawnnnn.

In lovin' memory of..

Preliminaries.

I find it meaningful.

Hmmm.

Laaziness.

AIYA. BUAY TAHAN.

Fine.

You think your depressed?

Pictures from yesterday, and today. :D

FUN THURSDAY!

Happy national day, Singapore.

Discov-boring center.

Moody moody crazy screwed up day. >_>

Confusion?

Satur-veryhotweather-day.

ITS FRIIIDAAAAAAYYYY!!

Got back.. 2 tests today. Hahs.

So tiring loh..

Sucking Ftress CAN?

SIAN DIAO.

haha. I'M AWAKE!

Super tiring few days..

Super tiring long normal wednesday.

ITS A SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!

Sian-ed day.. hahas. so bored..

Cut hair.

Haha. Its my 100th blog post. >_>

My targets, and estimations.

Hmm.. nothing much today..

Pucking Fissed

July the 18th.. Just another day.

MmHmm.

Blah blah.. blah.

Haha. Thursday the 13th!

Hahaha. I'm all smiles amid the pain!

World Cup Monday.

Sunday! WCF!

Kindness & Friendship, A worthy mix.

Hfnaofnaiufbakjfbaiufb.

Depression and its side effects.

Evaluation of today.

Evaluation of today.

How fickle life is..

Friday - POP - Dead tiring.

Haha. lame day.

Sooooooo tiring day.

Hahaha! *cough* hahah!

Its liek, the beginning of the July Holidays!

English was a complete waste of time today.

Muddy Fun. lol

Boring sia.. Last week of so called holidays.

WARROCK!!! WOOO!!!

OH MY GOD!!! BREAKING TEH NEWS!!

Everything is falling apart.

Hrmm.. Bloody urge. >_<

Another funny joke.

So whose line is it anyway?

this is liek, so boring. >_>

World Cup Euphoria

ELMODOMINATION!

Funniest joke i heard in a long long time..

This sucks lah..

Hmm. so tired..

06/06/06. Nice.

The Scientist - Coldplay

Hahaha! cough hahah!